A Big Big Big HELLO! to everyone :D HiiE! Currently, Can say as Missing In Action Every Where! :( Sorrie to peoples who dont want me to ah! 对不起. Omigod! school is so so so near to reopening! O.o Dunoe to be happy or sad. Haiyah! this morning hors! (afternoon better) Cant even get to wake up :( Ohhhh my god. dont tell me, first day of school, i am so gona be late? Pleasee! dun wan larhs! Dun waste my first -late- on first day of school. oh well. anyway! hmmph!It's time to set games aside, and really get started on homeworks! i dun even dare to imagine how my teachers will look on the first day of school when i have none of the assignment to hand in . :( Anyway! Woke up, bathe, ate lunch ( breakfast). Then, read a book, finish it in 2 hours, open comp, facebook , blog. Then went for maple, suddenly, my comp hang! Argh! what happens eh! O.o Restart the whole comp, lucky! :D If not i am so dead. yay! Maple till around 7. Ate dinner, Cause dad's home. Eeek. doesnt sees why he does not approve of maple and audi is like. wth. arent kids supposes to be having fun in the last week of holiday? hell. Dinner, watch a bit of Your Hand In Mine. Then!!! Hid in my room, facebook and blog. Although i said i am missing in action, heehee! chinyong's still gona be working with me, and i'm still gona go to the friday meeting. LOL. Just gona camp at home on the days whenby no one asks me out ah! :D But camping at home, not gona be in contact with anyone lo! :D But!! my blog's still gona be alive HeeHee! Good or not? :)
Damn lah. mum keep kpkpkp-ing me. is like. i'm your money tree ah? you think i can work and study at the same time ah? ownself cannot, how you expect me to do it? Give me pressure for? so what if PSLE i took lowest in the whole family? So what if the whole family i'm the one in the worst school, so what if i have no hope to go up to express? So? I happy can lurhs mah. dun need you to be happy to. i dont care lehs. So what if i wana go ite? Disown me la. i dun care de. i happy can le. cannot go poly then you wan me how? get a knief and press it against the whoever and ask him/her to give me a mark to go poly ah? ._. LAME.Sorry to the ten guys i rejected in the past six month. I'm really sorry eh! i really, dun like you all. I really dont want you people to be like the past. sorry. Is like. my 16 ex? All not true heart de. I just stead them maybe i am still young, longed for some relationship thingy? Or maybe i just dont want to be lonely? i dont know kay. and and! Everytime i said, you will find someone better then me, isnt that true? haha. I'm happy for you guys that you guys found someone you liked ehs. Although you might hate me for breaking, but, why not? I really have no feeling mahs. dun feel like bluffing you all ehs. Really. Why is it that everytime i find someone i reallys likes, that someone will just dun like me? but then, another guy whom i dont like will like me instead is like. A likes B but B likes C and C likes D. Chain ah? dun wan like that la. So sad der. :( .
7599664934543. I dun noe what to say to you anymore. i dont know how to start a conversation with you. i dont know how to tell you i love you. i dont know how to tell you . but. belive me. the memories we had together, you might have forgotten them, but, i do remember them ehs. i really want to text you like how we use to text each other before i showed you attitude, before the changes take places. i love you. but you will never know right?. if only you can see this.
Till the next time , Xinyun