Haish, i feel so bad about what happen, you had no idea, how much i longed to be with you, hug you and comfort you. but. i cant. can i? i dont think so. you had no idea, how deep i am in love with you. you had no idea at all. unless. you are reading this? scratch that. i dont think you even know my blog URL. haish. Stupid day, woke up with a nightmare. some rubbish nightmare which i cant remember, i only know, i woke up crying. crap. and oh, i dreamt of you too . shit it . what's the problem with you. why are you appearing in my dreams too! fxck. i dried my tears and went out to look for food/human. and guess what? there's no one at home, other then my mother. LOL and she's sleeping. wth. it's 9.15 am and nearly everyone's OUT? hey wth wth wth. okay, so, i went back to sleep. and the phone keep ringing. wah lao eh. tmd. lim pei wan sleep eh. finally woke up at 11.15 am. went out to the living room , found that my sister just nice, was stuck out there, couldnt find the key anywhere, spent almost a good 5 min looking for MY house key. LOL. washup, cook maggie + hotdog+ egg for breakfast, i finish eating, my grandmother and my father came back with.. BREAKFAST.. didnt eat, let my mother have my share. LOl. at first i telling my mother i wan to go out and buy food de, ended up i cook maggie. oops! :X heh! then then, she from morning until night tell me one thing. STUDY STUDY STUDY. shit her la, didnt study at all, more of like holding the book infront and then using the phone behind the book. then then, using facebook (connecting through wi fi) (Y) , after awhile more, went out to east coast beach, spent a good time getting my bicycle back to normal -.- after my dad adjust it, wahh, hong gan leh, haven even get to east coast, guess what happen, my dam good sister, blast music in her ear i call her call her call her, she dao me, ride until dam fast i wan ask her to keep the lock de leh .__." then i chase after her, she suddenly stop ccb! i fly until -.-" heng heng heng i land perfectly on my feet! =='' LOl . seems like she like my bicycle better then hers cause we exchange bicycle. LOL then then reach there only, my mother call us to go back . wtf. this is why i dont like ride with my sister. LOL . then then, ended up my father come fetch, so i play on the shore for awhile more , how i love watching the waves crash upon my legs, hoping that it would just crash over me and swollow me up. then headed to car park find my dad, reached home, wash up, dinner, there's CRAB for the night! Yayy ah ma, specially cook for me. Muacks! sister tuitioned again tonight, tomorrow morning and tuesday it's gonna be my turn to die. omfg. Lols. haish. Ciaos uh. I missed him narhs!!
Another day without you. D: I'm sorry. How i wish i could hug you and comfort you. D: but. i cant. can i? I love you with all my heart. yet.. haish.

Till the next time , Xinyun