Sometime , I just wonders, if , I didnt screw my life up this way , how would it be ? If , i am some good girl who like studying everytime bring home a good result. Will my parents love me more ? I wonders, how come , i cant be as perfect as the girl the one whom i love had in mind , the perfect little girl my parents would love, the perfect friend my friends wants. Why? Cause, No one is perfect ? I dont know . I feel useless . Machiam wasting the oxygen on this earth only . ): Disappointed in myself .
Damn funny today, nearly late for work , so i cab down wah fcuk leh! $9.6 siao siao. I think next time really have to leave my house earlier wah lan eh! ): Work was like .. so so ? Damn funny sial , went to transfer stock , transfer until , .__." i think got stock missing. LOL ! Siao liao . Forget it, i'ma useless. ): then wah seh , when i going to look for the missing stick of cup( if there's any) wah ! i saw a couple at somerset mrt de walk way , wah seh , the guy came down from the escalator infront of me , wah , meet his zharboh i think , then wah seh , haven talk , TIO SLAP! Song bo . After work , headed for home .
I dont know what to do , anymore.
Junhao : are you really going to say bye to me this time round?

Till the next time , Xinyun