
I'm currently , Using work to numb my feelings . To stop myself from thinking during free time , i will not stop and do nothing because , every time i let myself go blank , i thought of you .
Everything's fine . (: I'm smiling happily because my life's great . And and! (Y)! $_$! haha! Monday to Friday i shall report to school at 7.26 for school (: Let's see how long i can last with out being late eh! :D Hehe! Almost late 1 time .. Butttt! I still made it to school by 7.27 . I'm too good! :D Firday , Saturday , Sunday , Work until i die . Best . No free time to think rubbish . (: Next week thursday might go and have steamboat if everybody is still avaliable . Hmm , gonna go off lurhs . Must really get enough rest so that , i will be filled with energy to go on! (Y)
To you , My love for you , is like disgrace only . Just your intials on facebook is xia suay . I have nothing to say , sorry , my fault , if i didnt post my missing thoughts of you as status , you might not have felt that way . sorry . You told me goodbye , there's a reason why i dont want to reply . Because, i'm afraid , you would leave and never come back , perhaps , all those things i remembered were just based on myself . perhaps , you have long forgotten about them , perhaps . you no longer smile because you remember the time we had together , but i do . i remembered them , i smile just for the thoughts .
Till the next time , Xinyun