Sunday, April 8, 2012
8 April 2012 Sunday .
It's raining , just like how it has been for the past few days . It's April already , looking back , it seems like yesterday is just the start of the year , 5 more months to my N levels . Frankly speaking , if i say i'm not nervous , i'm lying straight through my teeths , but i'm not making efforts in revision too . i dont know why , school seems like a place for me to go and rot seven hour of my day and then home , sleep . I feel as if all hopes are lost , can somebody tell me what's happening? I dont really like school that much anymore . I'm sick and tired , of everything , of my life . Seriously . Tomorrow is the start of a new week . I really dont know what to do anymore .I feel so old , like as if , i'm 200000 years old , sick and tired of everything .
It's raining , just like how it has been for the past few days . It's April already , looking back , it seems like yesterday is just the start of the year , 5 more months to my N levels . Frankly speaking , if i say i'm not nervous , i'm lying straight through my teeths , but i'm not making efforts in revision too . i dont know why , school seems like a place for me to go and rot seven hour of my day and then home , sleep . I feel as if all hopes are lost , can somebody tell me what's happening? I dont really like school that much anymore . I'm sick and tired , of everything , of my life . Seriously . Tomorrow is the start of a new week . I really dont know what to do anymore .I feel so old , like as if , i'm 200000 years old , sick and tired of everything .
Till the next time , Xinyun