Happy Birthday Mummy (:
It's been 1 month , 10 days . I'm back (: There's less then 40 days till my first N level paper , boyy! i'm nervous , been trying to calm myself down as there is no point in being nervous , i'll only mess up halfway through . I miss my Clique . I miss swissotel (RCCC)  ! Walked past the hotel a few days back in the middle of the night , saw a few people & they were so shocked to see me there , i was shocked too !! not because of seeing them there , but hey! they actually still remember me ! Mummy and daddy are coming back from their holiday trip today ! Hope they brought me presents ! Restraining our own feelings for certain people whom you know will have no outcome is such complicated and painful thing . We know there'll be no outcome , we know we should give up as earlier as possible . But ! Our eyes will still find them in the crowd , it's like , that particular person is standing out . In this world , if you do something wrong , you're wrong and have a price to pay for , people wont care what your reasons are , they will only care if you've gotten your punishment . That's what it's like in this world , We can give kindness & feelings , but we have to learn to avoid expecting any to be returned , cause the more we expect , the more we hope , the more we hope , the greater the disappointment is.

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