It's September , It's a new month , It's N level in 2 days time , 3 for me as i don't need to take mother tongue due to me taking O level mother tongue . Yesterday went for the X country day which i trained so hard for for the 5 km run , but inthend, event was cancelled due to the bad weather . Can i just say , I'm more of happy then sad ? Waited an hour in the rain just to collect my bag , then head towards Mac , sat down awhile , headed home , took my dad's bike down to east coast then rode up and down around east coast with a number of people , was fun , they made my day (: Headed to meet Monico , my new friend (: Aka 鸭饭 ! at Csm to study and then walked around , dinner with sandy and studied at The Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf . Negative thoughts keep going into my brain , what if i work so hard and still fail ? What if i cant do it ? What if ? I'm not a positive person i guess . I wish that i can score well for my N level ! Wishing all N level candidate luck (: Good Luck !
You; 你能不能不管过得好不好不要故意躲开不让我知道 . It's from a song lyric , but it's just what i want to tell you , i don't want to play this avoiding game anymore, i didn't even want to start it . But since you want to avoid me so as to drift , i guess i can only accept the fact and go along with you since it makes you feels better because i like you ? Fate is toying with us . 所谓 ;事在人为  人定胜天 i believe we can overcome what fate sets for us . Good luck for your N level Chinese on Monday , please remember your format , dictionary and don't sleep . (:

P.s : Sunburn sucks .