388 days ago , In the whole hotel , i met you .
360 days ago , we worked together , and you were bullied , at that point of time , i don't know why , i just had the feeling , i had to protect you .
320 days ago , we were out to watch a movie together , remember ?
304 days ago , i told you i had feelings for you , yet you push me away , telling me you don't .
217 days ago , you came back into my life , as a friend .
169 days ago , you came into my life as my boyfriend .
9 days ago , you left . These nine days , i don't know how i survive through . It was as if time has stopped , or maybe , I've stop moving . Perhaps you moved on , yet I'm stuck behind . I admit , i pushed you away before you push me away , that's because i thought , by doing so , i wouldn't have to see you so sad anymore . Seeing you sad , i really , felt like as if my heart was being stabbed . Would you believe me , if i tell you , after saying "bye " i regretted it , but you had already came to a decision and wanted to leave me ? I wonder , if i hadn't push you away , would you have push me away ? Are you happier now ? If you aren't , come back will you ? What am i suppose to do now , i don't know . I only know , my life , is really empty without you , can you see it ? Feel it ? Know it ? Or are you like others ? Deceived by my smile ? Please 加油 , Get well soon .. Come back soon .. I love you .
Till the next time , Xinyun