Sunday, August 4, 2013
Out for two days in a row , with some girls from my class , went from shy to normal , to crazy , to hyper . Enjoyed myself pretty much , spending my weekend in the midst of the big crowd down at town , spending a good amount of money too . Brought dresses on both days consecutively from the same shop . They have designs that are really cool ! Also ! They have limited pieces for the clothes sold there , so you wont have to worry about having it clash with someone else's on the street ! Cool hur ?
76 more days to the big O , the final one .
This is pretty much so like history repeating itself . Once again , like last year , i wanna give up . Once again , i lost hope . Once again .. I lost you .. I miss waking up in the morning where i can text you , Good morning baby (: have a good day , I miss the sweet messages before sleep . I miss the " What are you doing ?" messages . I miss your sexy sleepy voice . I miss you warmth . I miss your lips . I miss your hugs . I miss your hand . Last but not least , i miss your heart .. More then often enough , i wonder , if i had controlled my temper then , if i had been more understanding . Would things have been different ? Thinking back to that day , i feel like slapping myself in the face . I mean , for god sake , you're sick . why am i so unreasonable ? Finding faults with you over small matters . Thinking back , i blame myself , why do i want to stay with you so much , why cant i give you more freedom ? Why am i so stupid .. I pushed you away thinking you'd be happier . Though i don't know if you are now , i know I'm not . I miss you ..
SinMinDah . I don't know from which day , i started to believe in love at first sight , because , that's exactly what happened . I fell , deeply , madly , in love the day i saw you . I have no idea since when , you , became so important to me , even more precious then my life . I'm going to put you in the bottom of my heart & concentrate on the Os for now . Please remember to come back to me when you have enough fun okay (': Stay safe , Stay healthy , Stay happy .
I love you , In the past , At the present & in the future .
SinMinDah . I don't know from which day , i started to believe in love at first sight , because , that's exactly what happened . I fell , deeply , madly , in love the day i saw you . I have no idea since when , you , became so important to me , even more precious then my life . I'm going to put you in the bottom of my heart & concentrate on the Os for now . Please remember to come back to me when you have enough fun okay (': Stay safe , Stay healthy , Stay happy .
I love you , In the past , At the present & in the future .
Till the next time , Xinyun