Xinyun's

2012-01-02T06:25:00.000-08:00

2 January 2012 Monday .

It's a new year . (: Happy New Year to all readers ? 新年快了!

Drag out all my books from the past year from under my bed , threw some away , kept some , this year , i only used up one green plastic bag . One bag lesser then previous year . Good eh ? Is i too lazy in my packing or is i have lesser trash this year ? mostly , i guess , because , i'm keeping most of my past year books for this year's "N" level exam ? Also! This year , i packed faster , ( maybe because mingxuan keep on rushing me ) Then zhaokang came over, cooked 3 pack of maggie , ate , back to packing , then went out to serangoon nex with my sister , went to buy her stuff , brought another necklace for myself . ( while ming xuan , zhao kang and their friend are cutting hair ) then home . I hope this year i'm in 4N4 (:

Should i cut bangs ? :X
不关以后能不能见面,希望你去到哪都幸福快乐!

2011-12-29T10:21:00.001-08:00

30 December 2011 . Friday .

It's the 30th already , time sure do fly . 2011 , is an average year . new friends were made , bad friends were discarded . Many people moved on with their life , so i too must not stop at a spot . Time wait for no man . I hope 2012 is not the end of the world , not another bad year , not a stressful year .

Today , i'm mainly going to work & enjoy the last few day with the company of my usual clique . When school reopens , i may not be able to see them , or they may not be able to see me anymore .
ILoveMyFriendsMyCliques . Serious . They're the best . One of a every kind .

Today ( 29 December 2011 . Thursday )

Woke up and waited for people to text me , headed out to bugis with my sis & met up with chinyong , brought some stuff . Suddenly i realise , money always seems to be not enough . i once said it out loud and was given the reply by daniel "钱永远都够 , 是看你会不会花而已 ". Went to resort world sentosa after that . watch this show called " Voyage de la Vie " actually , i thought it's a boring show , but their performance not bad uh . but still !! I will only have one single after thought . "HUH" . Because ! i always dont catch the story .. so yeah (: Headed back to vivo , met up with mum & (not surprisingly) dad . Ate a total of $44.75 . ( Must eat more expensive when i'm not paying .. Muahhahaha ) Not every time also have this chance one okay ! Homed after that . Its' been quite awhile since i played audition . Time does fly when we least expected it to .

我恨你自私恨你专情恨你曾经放弃我为什么你要我难过你不肯接受我但是我真的后悔我留不到你.

2011-10-06T04:33:00.000-07:00

06 October 2011 . Thursday .
It's raining . In this kind of weather , it would be best for sleeping . But , unfortunately , it's not a time for me to snuggle in my bed and go to my lala land now . ): It's the time for me to dig out my chinese file ( cause i have to hand it in tomorrow as tomorrow's the due date ) and memorise my social studies notes now . because tomorrow morning i wont have time , cause i have to study my math formulaes ): now have to briftly memorise and then , tomorrow after math paper , try to memorise again . argh . This exam planner really is a ~!%^&* plan math paper 1 and social study to be tested together . eeew . they should have like put math paper 1 and history together , then , like that , i would have more time to put all my efforts into my math paper 1 . This afternoon , as i was walking , i thought of , love ; relationship . Love is so magical . Relationship is so complicated . Chinese paper today was fine , i missed out two words in my chinese compo , and wrote two words wrongly in my last question . damn . The rest was all fine . hope i can pass with flying colours .

I : i know you wont be seeing this , but let's say . you see this . Dun run away , dont because of a girl whose's not worth your love run away , avoid her . Running away is a cowardly action . you're brave man , dont do anything silly alright ?

2011-09-28T01:35:00.000-07:00

September 28 2011 . Wednesday
I am still sick , and my fever is still burning after four days , i went to polyclinic the other day with my baby , but polyclinic's medicine seems to have no use on whatever sickness i have . so , today , i went to see doctor another time . rawr! I have already been rotting at home for 2 days , i seriously really , cant stand being rotting at home for another day . Was given another 2 days of mc from the doctor i just visited . Obviously the doctor i use to go to has medication more effective . hehehe . I'm going to rest now . I'm obviously high from the amount of sweets i am taking hehe (:

2011-09-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

September 22 2011 . Thursday
It's been a long time since i blogged . There's somehow a changed in my life , those who know me would have known by now i guess . Hmm , school as per normal , the way the weather is changing , my health is going all the way down hill . I'm back on my normal activities , after being inactive for so long . After school went to bishan to study , actually never study much , just did a few paragraphs here and there , then , went home . Then follow my mum to the exercise 'squash' . I was suppose to go and show face cause it's a ' family activity' Didn't really like the room so much . It's too white , reminds me of my nightmare . I feel dizzy when i look at the room for too long , so i ended up snapping pictures of my mum , my sis , my dad , and angmorhs! hehe! :P shall upload the photos next time! Then after that , i went in and play ( i didnt expect myself to be in there playing .. ) lol . Quite fun , as compared to my first impression of it . At the last few mins some thing rabak happened , my dad went in to the room and play with me so that my sister could take a break ,He hit the ball to me , i hit back and hit him! LOL :X . After that , went to mac , i ate , brownie , fries , caramel frappe ! hoho! The amount of calories i burned previously , i'm kinda like eating back double the amount . Now , I'm gona go and bathe and sleep , and get ready for tomorrow's school .

2011-09-07T00:55:00.000-07:00

September 07 2011 . Wednesday .
Somewhere over the rainbows , way up high , there's a land that i've heard of , once in a lullaby .
There's nothing to do now , i 've just finish playing maple story & am chatting with my baby on the phone right now , listening to Jay chou - 給我一首歌的時間. Going out to work soon . Missed the class outing today again . haiz . going to change and go out for work now , dont think i'm going to eat in the canteen at hotel as i had spaghetti for lunch (: and tomato biscuit stick for breakfast (: so much for not liking tomato! haha! but i guess i still go and take a look uh . Hopefully it's something appealing . Gotta run for work it's getting late ! (:

2011-09-06T10:29:00.000-07:00

September 06 2011 . Tuesday .
It's a wonder how time flies when we least expected it to .
Life has been fairly great to me . I wonder what will be taken ? When something is given , something else is taken . I was given a great boyf . I wonder, who / what has been taken which i had not realise yet ? Perhaps , a few friends who drift away when they know i was attach to prevent misunderstanding . How irony . Work has been great , just a bit pissed off with Tcc lately , they suka suka change my shift without informing me . I guess , it's time for me to move on . Kind of sad when i went back to orchard central the other day , everyone has gone , to where they can continue their lives with better standard . I feel so weird to be back . A month has past since i was attached , and guess what , i have been on a boat twice ^^ . Despite it's just a short trip to Ubin , to feed mosquito and get crazy , i'm really grateful . Exactly one more month to my End Of Year Examinations . My standard is dropping , my results are slipping , i guess it's either time they will crash to the bottom . Dang . Maybe i'll just have to exercise some control over myself , work lesser , maple lesser , go out with my boyf lesser , study more . Time check : 1:37am . Guess i had better go to rest now despite it's a holiday , for there's work and study to be done tomorrow .

2011-08-13T04:30:00.000-07:00

Hello hello (:
I'm back here to update my super dead blog! Oops! Kinda neglected it . Aww . Life's like great now . But today is especially not . Not to even say nice. It's like. totally , KNS . Cause there's totally nothing to do . Great . Gotta go and eat dinner now , update again soon . Till we meet next time (: Goodbye!
It's amazing that things that have happened one year ago , seems like they've happen just yesterday .

2011-05-19T20:49:00.000-07:00

Hello (: School's like yesterday . Lol! Go school use comp etc only , then, woah , went for break , i'm starting to get use to life like this , hope i wont die too badly when school returns to normal . Then after that aiyah , things are more and more complicated . Damn . Hmm , Going off school at 12 PM . Half an hour earlier then others . Going slack then head home i guess. So yeah , Ciaos, wait till i get home before i edit this . (:

2011-05-18T20:26:00.000-07:00

Hellos (: I'ma backkkkk! :D , For a short short post .
Was late for school today , it's not my fault i swear ! the bus didnt appear! Well , at least , until 7:15 ? Which is why , me , Jiamin, Vanessa and a malay girl were all late . Thought could escape the running , but then , eeks . The teacher ( mr vanna) didnt ask why we are late ? He just made us run . Ran , headed to comp lab 1 , use comp , facebook ~ At least got air con , Then after that , headed to Mac to eat breakfast with sandy , after that, took our own sweet time to walk back , it gives me the feeling of as if we pon school like that . Headed back to comp lab, then use comp again , later got another break . i sure am getting fat . Eat eat eat , maybe second break not eating bah ? Plans for later should be heading to Bugis to buy sandy's stuff for work ( she's working ^^) Then , head to ECP i guess ? Really not in that mood to head home so early . See how uh . ^^ Right , Ciaos (:

2011-05-12T05:31:00.000-07:00

Hellos :D I'm back .

Tomorrow is marks the end of examination for me . Great uh ? Actually not , i bet i'm gonna be failing like shit man . Really , don't have the kind of mood to do so much studying , i see the books , i falling asleep . Hopefully, i didn't flunk too badly . Was soaked from top to bottom today , as it rained when the paper was going to finish , every time , i do until the examiner say put down you pens now , i just nice finish the whole thing (: but , chiong until so hiong , end up , still write wrong thing . Shit sia! Then , headed home , Audi-ed , watched Dong Yi . Currently , nothing much to do , hence, i decided to update my dead blog . Currently , looking for work . Haha! Feeling kinda sick . Ciaos!

Maybe , i was thinking too much .

2011-04-25T05:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO! (: How's Life .
It's exam in 7 days time & here i am bloging , guess i gotta run soon . Let me say this , Competing a race with time is not a good race , Time has more stamina then we .. ): Hence , i'm gonna began sprinting after my homeworks now . Lessons were getting more and more boring with nearly every teacher saying , you got to work harder ! When you get up to sec four blah blah blah .. Mr zhuri has not been seen in school for quite long . what happen ? No body knows . Omg . Kinda miss his shouts ? I'm weird . Tomorrow school again , nearly late for today's . But lucky i'm not (: HEHE! Time check . it's 8.27 Pm . I'm promissing myself that by 8.40 Pm , i go and study . so yeah . (: Gotta go off and prepare myself now . Hopefully , i can pass all the exams this time btw~! An update on my nafa this year . it's not that bad , but still .. it's worst then last year . Here goes ..
Standing Board Jump : 198 (A)
Sit N Reach : 33 (E)
Shutter Run : 11:5 (B)
Sit Up : 31 (A)
Incline Pull Up : 20 (A)
2.4 Km Run : 15:35 (C)
I wonder if i should re-take my 2.4 ? although i already got 24 points :D && miss aw sucks , she dont let us do retest for the rest of the 5 stations . i hate the way she do things . But still , it tells me , Chance only have one , once missed . It's gone , forever .
Time check : 8.33 Pm .

2011-04-06T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hello! :) I'm back! Yesterday night , there was news saying that bendemeer secondaary is on fire ? But , in the end , it wasnt . sadded . Not that i want it on fire so much , just that i am lazy and find it no point in going school . It's not like as if there's much to do anyway ! Hmm , Yesterday brought a new bag at Zinc!but damn! at the part where the metal touchs it , the fabric falls off, they stick on to the metal , then when i adjust , they just fall off! Awww! Sadded . Nvm , shall learn and not buy this kind of fabric de bag next time , day was spent at NEX after the CIP thingy with Yaya , Uma , Sandy , Ziqryl , Siti . Lol . Then headed to bugis after being bored with NEX , wanted to play water de , but it ended up raining .. so yeah .. && ! Saw so many bendemeerians there too! Hmm , Met up with Cy after sometime spent at bugis , was walking at bugis street when she called, Physco her to buy a new bag , cause she need a bag ? and was thinking about it .. ( partly cause i wan the membership thingy too :P But ended up let cy register for the membership :D ) Then headed hoema after sometime walking around buying cy's waterbottle . Told dad i would be home by 10 , not only i was home by then , i was early too , by a single minute . Today ; 6.April.2011 Woke up at 6.30 , dunno due to what , but i was too tired to open my eyes, yet , i am awake . Remembered that i need to iron my uniform . .__." cause there's no more skirt . Somehow, i measured the time nicely , but .. i overshot and .. left my house at 7 , missed all my bus . Stuff! Then , took cab , but was still late for school , (Assembly) I got down from cab , then teacher say RUN! and i replied , late already , run for ? Lol , looks like everybody who cab down were all late . Me, Marie , Geradine (dunoe how spell your name la!)- Weili was late too - Then teacher told me and 4 other people , walk two rounds around the foyer , then after that he say , you are late for school , now run 1 round . we ran , came back at 50 sec, cause me la! Then cher says , now , you are very very late for school, you have 35 more seconds before you are late , so , we ran , and was back within 22 second . cher says , not bad! now , go back to class, and off we went . headed to parade square, realise that , there's none of my classmate there at all! Argh! Damn! Asked miss tang as she was there talking to (i forgot who) Then , she told me they all went that way( pointing to back stair) so i went to hall and ! I FOUND THEM THERE! :D join them , surprise that kemteck was back at school , for the first time in duno how many weeks/days . Our class has full attendance! Hehe! Although some people were late , but at least they still bother to come! Then , when it was finally sequoia lesson , teacher bluff us manz! They suddenly say , not everybody is going for the prison visit ( which make us excited for the whole day ) Damn! Ended up , did some math worksheet in class with Chen Jia Hao , then we had went to hall and played a game called twister . Lol , make my limbs cramps! Argh! But , was fun though . Headed to canteen for lunch (Pizza) then , took photo , headed to bubbletea shop , awhile later, brought news paper , asked minmin to take it back to school since i am lazy to hold it in my hand and my bag is too small to fit it in , and minmin is going back to school . after that , headed to dhoby ghaut , wanted to collect stuff from my manager , but she haven completed it . So , headed home . That's all for my day . there's nothing much to do at home ._." so now , i'm blogging . LOL! Ciaos! Gonna iron clothings for tomorrow and then do some homework , watch tv and sleep early tonight! :D

2011-03-29T06:29:00.000-07:00

Hey! (: It's going to be the end of the month soon ! Mummy's going oversea! 4th April - 8th April . (Y) ! Hoho! Then , 12th April - 18 April , she's going away with my daddy! The house's MINE! Wakaka! (: Although granny will be home . But! doesn't make a different anyway . Should be toning outside with friends, if nothing goes wrong! (:Long Long One Time :D Hmm , How sial , I work until don't feel like working anymore siol . So hard to work with Him . Damn . People are offering me 5 bucks / hour etc to jump over . Should i ? The money is tempting aye! Bored sial , this few weeks , ITE are having holiday . Which leave me with .. no body ? Lol . must get use to it . Have been going home after school nowadays . cause there's nothing to do at all ... Gotta run! It's going to be another tiring day tomorrow yeah . so Ciaos! && Oh. Japan , You Can! :)

2011-03-23T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hello! It's been ten days since i blogged. (:
Ps worh! Too busy working like a mad dog , afternoon to night , morning to night . Shit siol , now i know how hard it is to survive with just a few hundred dollars , which i spent on food , transportation etc! It's like i one or two week never work only and then , guess what ? My bank account has .. 36 dollars left! Argh! Nvm , Maybe i should just bring lunch box to school and eat? Chey! This kind of thing , haven try before siol! :O Maybe should try someday! hehe! Hmm , Let's see , yesterday P.e . awww~ T-T late 12 second , run 12 rounds! Wtf! After that run another 5 rounds! Wah lao! Leg pain die! D: Then then , today , i actually dont want to go school de , but ended up! hoho! I went okay! :O Then then , aiyaaa! everything was kinda alright , then at the ending , when we were allowed for break , zzz . Didnt know cannot go out of school , so i ask mohinee to follow me to uncle yap , then kamallia follow also , then end up when we go back school , shit sial! Miss aw say cannot go out de . So sorry eh mohinee . Kana scolded and maybe will tio displinary case . Lol. Si bei de ... LAME! Like that only also need displinary case -_-" . The forest advanture thingy , wah lao , i wanna play yet i scare . Lol! Ended up! I am proud of myself for completing everything (: Despite of my pobhie of heights! But a bit pai seh that i'm like the only one screaming .. Lol! And and ): i hurt myself during the first zip slide . i was afraid of falling into the sand and put my hand up to stop myself from flying further . and guess what ? In return , i got a hole in my hand! wtf! it's so small yet hurt like shit . -.-" After that the other two zip slide, i clever le, keep my hands stick to the black rope! Then hor! the highest zip slide most fun de! the wind blowing wah , dam shiok . At the last part before the last zip slide , thanks to gobi , weili , yangjie , kemteck , qingyew for the "advice" uh , sit down and walk ! So true so true , they wanted to sabo me yet end up it's a faster way to get across . Lol . kns them , keep saying what the next wood will break , just imagine i am at 100th floor etc . :@ Hoho!Headed back school after that , took pictures~ After pictures taking , headed to bubbletea shop for awhile , homed . See i'ma a good girl , after school headed to home . Lol! So tired , yet so many homework . How! ): My math cui leh! I cant do most of the question sial ! nvm , shall read text book and try! Kay kay , i gotta go bathe now . I'm stinky! Ciaos! :D

2011-03-13T09:55:00.000-07:00

Yawnnnn . Guess What Week It Is! :P
Yeap , you're right , it's holiday .. pathetic 1 week holiday .
But , still .. Better then none! :D
Work , Work , Work . And that's what i am going to do .
Nothing much lately . Just many many unpleasant things , and so . Everything went back to SQUARE 1 . Lame . Somebody once asked me , why do i seems so distant away in class. I myself dont know why . but , School seems to lost it's fun and joy . It's daddy 's birthday soon . i dont know what to buy for him . Damn it . shit . ); Hmm , Tomorrow working at 12 .. Shit . T-T It's going to be 2 am soon and i am still not asleep . haish . There's so much thing i am worried about , so much things i want to let out , so much so much that it is crushing me inside. And yet , there's nothing i can do . Guess, i'ma going sleep le .
Saving money for a lappy (most likely mac book :D )
If you want to ka my jiao wei , come straight to me face and say it straight in my face if you got the guts , dont hide behind and talk .
If she can do this to me , She can do this to you too .
Ciaos .
What should i do ... I want to start afresh , yet a part of me , is still holding on to that past .

2011-02-19T05:02:00.000-08:00

What to do what to do what to do?! ): I'm done with my sleeping disorder test at SGH . yay! Good! Now got to wait for the reports . omg . D: Hmm . It's quite a boring day , went to tiong bahru market and ate, then headed to katong to buy larksa for my grandmother . wah! jam bodoh! :O My mum was like buy finish le , we still stuck in the middle of the jam , then she came running for us ! hehe! Then then . headed home . Reached home , unpack , use comp , re-watched Xia Yi Zhan Xing Fu ; Autumn's Concerto . Going to finish le :D Hehe! Hmmm , Then watched halfway .. Aiyahh , still left abit , i end up went to market as i scare the shop close . To alter my clothing's . 1 New year clothing , mother buy too big , another cousin (hand-me-down) which she never wore before because she dont like it . 2 school skirts . 1 need adjust the size, the other make short . aiyahhh! D: $24 leh! Expensive . After paying my sis and i de food .. I'm left with .. ToT Pathetic $ 16 . Wth . Great . Reached home , father asked me something , if i go and queue the star hub iPhone 4 thingy , and if he get it , he will give me his iPhone 3gs . I don't know if i should just go and buy a ipod touch 4 or just get his iPhone 3gs sua . *still thinking! * Hmm , never mind :D For now , i am going to revise my homework like i promise mommy . Heheh! Hopes xinglei don't change class leh ): If your CPA need help i really really can help you de! D:

Anyway , happy belated birthday :D And and oh , miss aw told me , yay ? i can take POA as outside subject and can use it to participate for the Os level . O.o! That's Great! :D haha! Really Got to go le! Ciaos! :D

Who am i suppose to trust ? D:

2011-02-17T05:04:00.000-08:00

I dont know what's there for me to work hard and study anymore . The school is basically preparing me for Ite , which i dont want to go . _l_ It's like , Wth . So many people are telling me , Ns students will just leave the school after sec 4N and go ite , we cannot go O level de . Smlj ? It was the principle who said we still can go . now teachers are telling me , it's not possible . Smlj ? Fucked up . It's like i might as well just quit school and study private sua . What's the point of wasting my god damn time in a fucked up school ? Other people who retained can go back to normal class and yet , i cant . Like that nvm , say until so nice , what, more benefit , say what smaller class easier for teacher to teach us 1 to 1 ; teachers can spot our problems faster . SMLJ LA! Special class , which prepare us for ite then correct la . Lanjiao . Yes, my class people are indeed friendly , great . But what did i do to deserve this ? Cause i retain ? Life is just so unfair . Fuck it . And how great, i was so fucked up and i end up quarreling with my best friend . I dont know what to do anymore . Simply fuck up . been crying for the past hour , haven even got started on my chinese compo yet . And now , guess what . a headache . of all time . So i shall just go to sleep now i guess . There's nothing much to do anyway .
Best day , wanted to eat tang yuan , mum came in told me , there's not enough for me . Wanted to eat dinner , mum told me , no more dinner . Great right ?

2011-02-10T04:37:00.000-08:00

Hey! It's me . back .

Happy Chinese New Year (:
Today have been great . Those few test i took , well , i score quite well for them eh :) 80/100 for chinese and 9/15 for my Physic . Surprise ? You better be . Yesterday was another fun yet , weird day . we had talk and the lady .. just .. dont know how to sit ? Jitao zhao geng and well ... LOL! Saw .. Every single thing . tsk tsk . Took the cakes to bubble tea and gave them out upon request of miss aw . lol! she forgot 3NS owes her 4 rounds / 10 minutes of running . Great! I bet next time she remembers it , she sure kpkb! haha! dont care . then then , wah, hongwei & co played a ridiculous game, open number , the numbers all end up together, count count . then the suay person got to drink the water, we had, coke , oolong tea, plain water, strawberry soda , 100 plus , today, alamak! best la! Lessons were so so . Hoho! After school went out , then then! went to bishan , so fun , stalk people , kana stalk . hoho! Buying a bag soon ? Maybe just a small sling bag for the up coming common test ? I dont know aye . shall see how . :) Crab for tonight dinner! song! Hmm , Think i gonna go off to wash the bowls and do my homework ? Oh yeah , and chinese class starts to sucks . the teacher made us all stay back due to some fuckers talking in class . Damn them . Ciaos! :D

Sometime , If letting the other person go is the only way for them to find their own happiness . That's also a form of love .

2011-01-27T23:43:00.001-08:00

Hey hey! Time to confess .
I have a confession .
- I cheated the feeling of another guy . ( or should i say , i did not ? What i did was just Played his feelings . depending on how you want to define the word play and cheat . Play, because he didnt have "love" towards me too , cheat maybe he did , but i cant feel it , just play along ? i dont know uh . )
I cannot say he's stupid or whatever . I did told him "i love you" . yet, the feeling . wasn't there. especially when , he started to bug me . damn . I'm evil aren't i ? But , anyway , he was the one who suggested the break up and now blaming me . fuck . Whatever. Even , if he didn't suggest a break up , i would have suggested it to him , for that reason . He is so much alike the guy whom i couldn't forget, yes , i may get into relationship often , but i know too well . It's not love . It's just laughter, fun , joy . The feeling of being love . No matters how bad the guy is , the feeling of being love just seems to bring me joy . But crap , it isn't love . Because, my heart is still with .. someone . haha . Just to reconfirm , i am not like people dog, i don't follow their advice, so don't accuse me of doing what a dog do . Hate me for all you like . :D You don't love me too . You love what i don't have. fucker .
Enough of my crappy love life .
Hmm! It's E learning today! and i'm still at home , not doing the work , and and! i woke up at like! damn late, only to find out that my house has only me and my grandmother, i actually thought of going down to bubble tea shop de , but well! yesterday, i was so god damn it tired that i don't have that kind of energy to even on computer, much less say , wake up damn early this morning ? haha! I'ma going out later . For work , of course . no work , no money . So! i must work :D haha! going out work soon . ciaos! update again tonight i guess. ( if i have that spare energy! )
------ --- --- --- : I miss you , I love you , i really do .

2011-01-14T08:46:00.000-08:00

I'm currently , Using work to numb my feelings . To stop myself from thinking during free time , i will not stop and do nothing because , every time i let myself go blank , i thought of you .
Everything's fine . (: I'm smiling happily because my life's great . And and! (Y)! $_$! haha! Monday to Friday i shall report to school at 7.26 for school (: Let's see how long i can last with out being late eh! :D Hehe! Almost late 1 time .. Butttt! I still made it to school by 7.27 . I'm too good! :D Firday , Saturday , Sunday , Work until i die . Best . No free time to think rubbish . (: Next week thursday might go and have steamboat if everybody is still avaliable . Hmm , gonna go off lurhs . Must really get enough rest so that , i will be filled with energy to go on! (Y)

To you , My love for you , is like disgrace only . Just your intials on facebook is xia suay . I have nothing to say , sorry , my fault , if i didnt post my missing thoughts of you as status , you might not have felt that way . sorry . You told me goodbye , there's a reason why i dont want to reply . Because, i'm afraid , you would leave and never come back , perhaps , all those things i remembered were just based on myself . perhaps , you have long forgotten about them , perhaps . you no longer smile because you remember the time we had together , but i do . i remembered them , i smile just for the thoughts .

2011-01-10T03:33:00.000-08:00

If only my life can be as beautiful as this picture!
Hello! Like shown in this picture, Peace . Everything has been going well as i wanted to be , well . not everything . but most of the things yea, enjoyed myself , had fun , no worries, not struggling with my studies! i think my math improved?! hehe! Camp-ed in school instead of going the dont know where hehe! shall not talk about the camp , just gona say it's FUN! but the food sucks . i'm a picky eater yeah . haha! bathe halfway blackout , so i bathe in the dark lorhs . siao siao . then then aiyah , these few days teacher kept asking me , if i am okay in my new class . damn random . i walk half way see them they straight stop me and ask sial. even got teacher tell me these year de class de people damn friendly de etc. o.o kay kay , nothing much , gonna sleep early and prepare myself for tomorrow now . Ciaos! (:
I love you , I miss you .

A new year .

2011-01-03T12:42:00.000-08:00

How slowly time seems to flies , i updated this blog on the 26th of dec 2010 . now it's already .. 3rd Jan 2011 . It seems like ages ago since i updated but in fact . only hmm. a week has past. LOL! But in a twink of an eye ~ Another year is gone. JUST LIKE THAT! End of conclusion for this year = Fun and laughter. nah. That's not the main point . I have wasted one year of my life away! Never mind , shall stop having fun and get down to serious studies .
Summarise Everything .
2010 , was quite a fun year, yet , i wasted it playing a fool . i don't regret it . because , it's my choice to play and the consequence , are what i have to / got to bear . i don't mind . Just hope , my mum wont be so sad . that her daughter is a useless fool . Maybe , her second daughter can make up for those ugly remarks and shame brought to her by her useless daughter ?I don't know , i don't care . Wadever~ It's my life eh , not happy , straight shoot me can already . Please . do . not . criticised . my . mother . I don't care it's aunt, uncle , family or friends .However much i have rant and complain about my mother . It doesn't give you the god damn right to criticised my mother . because , my god damn mother don't owe you anything . However much i respect you or care for you . This whole damn year, so many things happens. I learnt that .
"Sorry" doesn't helps . The harm has been done , no point apologising . No matter what . If i stab you in the heart and i says SORRY! and you died. Does it helps ? you still died right ? "Sorry" - an expression of regret or condolence . It does no help .
"Trust" is important . I believe , everyone has trusted the wrong person at least once before, no matter big or small thing.
Back to main topic. this few days are marvelous! with the remaining friends whom i got have . I want to thanks those people whom stayed by me , comfort me , whenever i am at the down point of this year (which is quite a lot! ) No matter in the end you were still here or not , i still want to say , Thank You . and and! Sorry to those people whom heart i broken . those whom i played . those whom i did any wrong . Sorry . I know , like i typed above, it does not helps . But still , i want say Sorry . Whether you accept or not , that's your problem . Kay Kay!
And oh . Sorry to those teachers whom put in your best but failed to help me promote . I'm sorry i didn't try my very best .
Being able to work in mos burger is one of the best thing that happened. i made so many new friends! It kept me busy all day , prevented me from thinking craps .
This year is now officially over long ago ( Three day ) May the new year 2011 be a better year with brighter days! (:

Sandy : Sorry i kept lying , no matter how hard i tries , no matter how many time i told you , i wont care for a jerk who don't give a fxck care about me . actually .. i do care. no matter how badly he criticise me .

Two people . i wanna write a paragraph to .
My ex. and my ex ex .
This time . i am not hiding these messages .

WeiJian : I'm truly sorry , for those time we spent together, i admit, i did have feeling for you at time , at the same time , i knew , it was never love, never will be . I used you . To escape from the loneliness . to prove to him , that he don't want me , doesn't means that no one else would want . I'm sorry . If you want , you can hate me , yet still , i hope , we can still be friends. I bet we can never be friends like last time . but yeah , at least . friends . better then . enemy . Perhaps , you no longer view this blog , but yeah , if you have the chance to stumbled across this . at least, let me know the answer .

Junhao : 8th August 2010 . 5.06 PM . I became yours and you became mine . I have got to admit , i have no feeling for a stranger whom suddenly asked me to be his within that few hours i known him . I admit , i wanted to start this relationship , for the sake of having a partner . I might be evil . ( it sounds that I'm evil ) but . ask your heart . did you really. have feelings for me when you asked me ? or is it just like me . start a relationship for the sake of having a partner . 9th August 2010 . you learnt that my sur name's the same as yours . you asked me if i want to break with you. you told me that because one of your ex has the same sur name that's why break . i remember telling you to fuck off and went swimming i remembered you calling my phone . spamming me. "sorry " now it's my turn . I'm sorry , i let go of you on 12th August 2010 . Funny doesn't it seems to be ? every time you want meet, i would reject, every time i want meet , you would reject . Every time we quarrel . i wont answer your call, but , eventually, i would end up spamming you with call . and you would do the same . ( don't answer ) . That night as i lay lying on my bed with tears, i remembered. you told me , you want me to be yours . again . you told me many many stuff . i remembered that part of that long message. ( i wondered , did you send this message to other girls too ? ) i guess, on that day , your feelings started to fade ? ( if you even liked / loved me at the start ) . 4 days later . 6.45 AM . you didn't text me the usual morning message. you asked me for breakup . I remember crying on the bus all the way to school . i remember . i told you goodbye . i remember . faking a smile in front of everybody telling them it's okay . it's no big deal . when it really was . It's eating up my heart though i didn't know it . I told myself never to ever give you the chance to hurt me , i told myself i must stop contacting you before i end up hurt. August 28 2010 . i cant resist the temptation . i text-ed you . to asked you where were you . you did not replied me . though i was waiting the whole night . August 29 2010 . you replied. you not only replied. you asked me . to be yours again . you told me , just look at the way you typed . just look at the way you asked me . i agreed . you told me , this time we would last long . and we did . we lasted 1 week 1 days , before your feeling started to change i guess ? i guess you didn't even remember our 1st week . the 1st time , we been together through 1 week! and .. you forgotten, didn't you ?6th September 2010 . you let go of me. do you know what you told me ? you told me that , because you are afraid of love, you told me that, because , you love me that's why you cant be together with me . I knew . you were lying . yet , i choose to believe. Perhaps , because of guilt that's why you chosen to be close friends ? perhaps because you were afraid that i would take panadols again ? I promised you , i never will again . and i wont .( unless i really need ) Now , I believed . you change, and i changed . Till now . i remembered . 8th august 2010 . you told me . you never met someone as caring as me . is that just sweet talk ? i don't know . You told me , you don't mind . but . you lied. you mind. like one hell load of mind . 30th august 2010 . we met each other for the first time . i knew . i wasn't up to your expectation . i am not qualified to be your girl . i never was. from the moment i told you that . I remember , the punishments i got to do at school , so as to meet you. because , i was late for school that morning , i remembered, crying outside the dm room because my dm refuse to let me do running ( he insisted that i do detention ) , because i am afraid that i couldn't meet you . i remembered , sandy , andy , hannah and her being there with me . i remembered . I remembered meetings almost once every week after that . i remembered walking from tanah merah mrt station to your house every time we meet, just to watch you play dota , see you smile . That's more then enough for me . i remembered . 30th august 2010 , you told me i look like china women because my foundation was too white . I remembered . you took me up to your friend house, i remembered , you asked me if i wanted to take lift or stairs, i remembered asking you to choose, i remembered you carrying my school bag up to the 13th floor for me , i remembered , your friend mother praised you . i remembered, slacking with you , your brother and your friend at some void deck and play ground playing fire , i remembered, lying to my mother that i will be home soon . i remembered , excuses, lies , just for a few more minutes of seeing you . i remembered , you bring me to mrt station , you held my hand for a few moments before you completely left me to walk beside you . you told me it's not safe for us to hold hand . you could get seen by your relatives or people you know . i remembered. 18th September, you wanted to meet me , hence i woke up real early so as to go and meet you . It was a Saturday , your parents are due home around noon . so we can only meet in the morning . i remembered walking , although the strap of my shoe are cutting right through the skin of my feet, i remembered they cut into my flesh , yet i carried on walking . i remembered , you laughed at me , i don't feel angry , i feel happy instead . i must be crazy i guess. If you can laugh / smile / be happy , even if i bleed , i feel damn happy too . You told me we might have the chance of being back again together, yet when i next learnt about you , you were attached . i remembered you deleted me from facebook and msn and didn't accept my request to add back , and you told me you very long didn't logged in to facebook that's why . i remembered, all the things we done ,i remember the show you showed me , the song you let me listened , the way you cooked . i remembered them! but . i just don't know . how to ever tell you what we have done . I'm sorry about that . I remembered . 28th September . you asked me over to your house to help you with your studies . i remember giving up my last extra lesson before exams to go over to you to help you . with your studies . i remember that last kiss . till now . you're the last one whom i kissed . I remembered you doubt if i am faithful to you . i remember telling you i am . i knew you didn't believe . but i choose to believes your lies rather then expose you . i rather have peace with you . you told me you felt tied down . there's nothing i can do but let go of you in silence however much it hurt, however much i didn't wanted to . I have nothing that can keep you by my side . There's .. nothing at all . If time could rewind . i would still let you go when you want . but , this time , i will tell you . how much i love you . If time could rewind to the 28 September . i will grab that hand you offered me . I regret not doing so . I know , i don't fit to be your girl , the girl whom you would bring out and show off to your friends telling them "This is my girl" because. I don't fit from the start and i never will . But , even if it's a 0.01% of chance . I am willing to wait for that miracle to happen . I know , you told me to move on and find other guys . I tried. but in the end . i could not forget about you . I just cant .
I really love you . Trevor Koh Jun Hao .
I will not expect you to be able to see this . because , you don't give a damn about me.

2010-12-26T10:05:00.000-08:00

It's sooooo many day since i ever posted in my blog! nah! it's just like.. 4 days?! :D Gona unprivate my blog! haha! was under "maintenance". Hmm! I spent my Christmas in orchard with sandy and mos burger crew members! Double pay! woot! haha! Cashiees~ you are coming to meeee! :D all going in to my pocket! hoho! :D Hmm,
24/12/10 ( Christmas EVE )
I'm working at raffles city! wah lao! so many things happened! omg! Haha! nvm , none of my business anyway , the more i said , later tio problem de chance also go up! So! i shall just keep quiet! haha! lolol! fun day working there with the bai chi manager XD (hope he don't sees this! if not he's gonna kill me! ) haha! then then , wanted to meet sandy de , but end up my mum say meeting me, end up she also scam me, end up say what road closure , ask me own self go home , wah lao eh! but then , also good , cause i end up 11 plus then finish work . home sweet home! (Y) I'm spending Christmas working . haish!

25/12/10 (Christmas!)
wah lan wei! na bei , some people scam me! say train until 2 am -.-" end up i 1 plus bo train go home ): knn! Heng my father got wake up and come to dhoby ghaut to drive me and sandy to go home ah! if not we can go sleep at dhoby ghaut with bangalah already la! nvm for me since i'm already (white bangalah!)( Cause raffles city de mos burger they hired bangalah to clean the place up , then orchard central de they bo hire, plus is i clean , and i'm not that black , so , i became white bangalah! ) How great! So! I got home alright! (Y) Oh oh! And and! i brought damn many gong cha! My shuai ge make for me de! ohmy! :D Spent 8 plus on bubble tea. i'm mad. stalked many many shuai (suay) ge! hah!

26/12/10 (Today! Boxing Day!)
Woke up at around noon , found out that my house has change colour?! Ohmygod! haha! change from yellow to white and green . Snow white and lime green? ohmygod! haha! Went out to city hall for (work) nah , it's meeting sandy kong! told my mum a little white lie! hehe! (hope she dont see this too! ) then then , we went to 4 mango shop!! before she finally.. found her top! haha! glad for her! :D we went to , Raffles City ,The Center Point , Sommerset 313 , Finally, Isetan! haha! She so heng norh! ;D then , i went for work! zzz! i thought i can finish everything at 10! damn! i end up finish all at 11. sharp. and and damn fxck up day , stupid manager. na bu, think you my manager i scare you si bo ? Cs , i do , cashier , i do , sent order i do . chee bye! you over there kpkb kpkb, then so free stand there ask me do , don't know own self do si bo ? nvm . your last day here, i dont gay kao so much . Thanks to Tony the gay for playing with me and keeping me entertained! (Y)! Think auntie ching coming over?! (Y) haha! Gotta go off soon . Tomorrow working at 12 pm . shit. I'm so gonna murder tony ,I was on phone with my mum and he over there do back ground . say what, your daughter smoke! Xinyun smoke! :@ Guess my mum didn't hear ? If not later she really thought i smoke , i so guai sia, where got smoke ): Ciaos lurhs! :D

Ex-baby .
You will never know how i felt right ? Because , you dont give a fxck damn to what i feel , just as long as you are happy . Guess it's alright . As long as you are happy. I'm willing to do anything . Even walking to your house , just to see you play dota. I see you smile, hear you laugh, i also feel damn happy .Those "i love you" from you .. are they really REAL?It's damn sad to see that those "i love you" were so long ago ...

There will be no rainbow without rain .

2010-12-23T04:47:00.000-08:00

Guess what! I've been wanting to update my blog for ages! but just dont have the energy and time to do it. So! Now , Today , Since, it's my day off and i'm free, I'm gonna update my blog! Hmm. Let's summarise the past few day
Work rocks! Damn fun! Learnt many new things! Trying my best not to be late too! Hah!

(NOTE : This is the training in progress for next year school day )

Haha! Went out with Jinkai & Sandy today! Cindy came too! :D We went to like woah! haha! East Coast! Then pasir ris! Thanks my part time boyfriend for paying cab fare! Ke lian de boyfriend.! haha! :D Then watch them play arcade! LOL! Dont dare play ): Paiseh! LOL haha! Kinda end my day with , webcaming with sandy on msn and playing a fool with jinkai, my number 1 & 2 part time boyfriend and sandy! :D And and! Chinyong came in too! hah! kay lurhs! Gotta go off lurhs! Ciaos! :D Love you all kay?!

What's exactly the problem with you?!

2010-12-18T09:20:00.000-08:00

Sometime , I just wonders, if , I didnt screw my life up this way , how would it be ? If , i am some good girl who like studying everytime bring home a good result. Will my parents love me more ? I wonders, how come , i cant be as perfect as the girl the one whom i love had in mind , the perfect little girl my parents would love, the perfect friend my friends wants. Why? Cause, No one is perfect ? I dont know . I feel useless . Machiam wasting the oxygen on this earth only . ): Disappointed in myself .
Damn funny today, nearly late for work , so i cab down wah fcuk leh! $9.6 siao siao. I think next time really have to leave my house earlier wah lan eh! ): Work was like .. so so ? Damn funny sial , went to transfer stock , transfer until , .__." i think got stock missing. LOL ! Siao liao . Forget it, i'ma useless. ): then wah seh , when i going to look for the missing stick of cup( if there's any) wah ! i saw a couple at somerset mrt de walk way , wah seh , the guy came down from the escalator infront of me , wah , meet his zharboh i think , then wah seh , haven talk , TIO SLAP! Song bo . After work , headed for home .
I dont know what to do , anymore.
Junhao : are you really going to say bye to me this time round?

2010-12-13T02:10:00.000-08:00

Hello! (: Miss me ? Looks like i'm gona be sick until cmi! ): After being sick from flu , and i recovered around.. 1 day ? I'm sick again . Wtf man? ): I'm a weakling . Dragz! Hmm! Went out early in the morning today , doctor said i gotten abit better! yay! My spinal cord. Is more straight! (: heh! The X-ray ah .__." Jialat leh! I was thinking where is the top and my mum said the square square part is the head, so i was looking at my body structure that way , when i went in to the room ._." the doctor, turn the x-ray another way , hence, the square square part i had been thinking was my head, was actually .. my hip ? wtf! Took many many photos today! And mummy brought me a big big bear! ohmygod. I love it! hah! then then , wanted to go to bugis de ): but end up never go. Headed home instead was like. 4 plus going 5. Hehe! Next time when i get my pay , shall go shopping again with mummy! :P Gotta go off lurhs. brought many many stuff! Ciaos!
Junhao : Why always like that . 2 weeks never contact, suddenly contact, want to like that! ):Aleady told you sorry liao. you still want like that!! go die la.

2010-12-07T03:51:00.000-08:00

Hellos . Anyone miss me ? ...
I'm Still Sick . . ._." But , just refusing to go to the doctor . how great ? XD hehe! Hmm . Life's well. other then , me being sick . Flu , Fever , Cough . All came to find me and never left . ): Eating panadols everynight . Damn. Looks like i'm gonna take very very very long to recover . Eeeks! ): Where can like that de . Nevermind . I shall drink loads of water everyday . Hope my throat can recover faster! Then! My Voice will be back! YAY! X:
I hate pouring soup . Cause , everytime . I scalded my hand instead . . damn .
Work tomorrow . Sleeping early . Ciaos People! :D

Heard you patch back with her . Last long , treat her at least . . . better then you do to me eh .

I dont know why . you came into my god dam mind . Just so . . Randomly . And i started crying . Dont you remember , the time you told me you love me anymore ? Do you really , meant what you said ? Even if i love you , you wont love me because i'm not one ? Do you not remember anymore ? ... I love you .

2010-12-03T22:02:00.000-08:00

Morning humans! :D It's December! Aren't you guys excited ? O.o? Christmas is coming! PRESENTS!! :DD Ohmyohmy! :DD Hmm. Life's as usual! How great! I'm sick ! ): Down with flu i guess ? Nah , No body give a damn to it anyway . There i was burning , Who cares ? No one i guess. D: Forget it . I Shall CARE . ^^ . Working later . It's 2.04 Pm now , Guess i will only be back by 12 ? Miss me kay people ? Damn it , I hate doing the cashier job , Eeks! I so scare of giving the wrong amount of change cans? )': Lucky thursday amount is correct! HEHE! :D

Home . A Place , I No Longer Love .

Smiling , Is The Best Way To Cover The Bitterness Within Me .

5 More Days, To The Day I Met You , Four Month Ago .
To the day , i first became yours. the day , you became .. mine .
Memories flash back to me , While i saw those old messages that i had to delete . I had a enquiry , Is that "I Love You " True ? Did You even love me , or once loved me ? Trevor Koh Jun Hao , I Hate You . For making me cry and cry and cry! Yet , i love you for making me happy . You don't do anything , but just being there, it made my day . Just seeing your smile , for that few seconds , made up for those days i cried alone . Ex-Baby , I Love You .

2010-11-30T10:14:00.000-08:00

Hey! It's Me! I'm Back , To posting , How life out there people ? Or should i ask , Anyone still viewing this blog every day ?
Hmm . This Whole Week , Kept Working , Everyday other then thursday . (: haha! Mos burger ftw. So much , fun , joy and laughters . No more tears and worries . :D Good right ? haha! It's December~ 24 more days to Christmas! Yeepeee! :O Presents to be brought again . And god damn fxck it . I lost that chain that mum brought for me . I still cant find it! FXCK! Fxck fxck fxck! ): So precious to me , yet i dunoe where it dropped to! Ahh! Shall buy a new one i guess ? I loved it sial ): Damn! Hmm . Time Check . It's 2.27. Am . I'm still not asleep . Haha! :D

How Come , I Feels Guilty And Bad , For The Stuff I Did In The Past ?

You this mother fucker! Delete me ! ~!@# FUCK YOU .

2010-11-21T07:07:00.000-08:00

Hello! Long time since i posted ? Let's Recall!
19th Nov
It's kinda boring day , nothing really much to do , went to school , use computer awhile, joke around, waited for chinyong to come over , since she's on the way coming over here , asked her to buy chicken rice for me from rasa sayang , ate , slack at bubble tea shop , went home , with sandy , it's grad night today , saw ronald , took bus 31 homed, mum was shocked that i was home so early . woah! she was the one who told me to come home earlier sial! omg! Then , sandy and i started working , unpacking the stocks . Zomg . That's all for the day! ):
20th Nov .
Holy! I am late ? Ohmy . ): Hmm . Went to school via my father's car, reached school , sipin missing in action , went to cineleisure with minmin and chinyong , mr andy , madam soo . It's kinda funny , that 6 peoples, Goods , Need a big bus which can contain around 40 people . woah . hmm , decorated the place, ee la , madam soo didnt tell me that my mother can come down and help out , so she went home , but in the end , she still came down to helped out , wah seh , madam soo dam good can , cheat our feeling , tell us , lunch , teabreak , dinner she spon , end up , all my mother spon , the dinner is until my mother already brought le then she buy de lorh! ): Ee! wore the santarina costume , sandy came down , haah, went to give out flyers, some people take flyer like shy shy de , some people take flyer , machiam , buay kay yen take de. then then packed up .ended up , my mum ate kfc , for dinner, dad drove us home . Everyone i mean , send sandy to farrer park , then he send minmin home , then back to my house , woah , i am shocked, my house downstair got new kitty , got a lady bring home until there's someone who's willing to adopt . woah , i swear , next time i have a house or whatever . i am having a cat or a dog, either one eh! Haha! && Mos burger people called me .
21st Nov
Sales wasnt good . damn . i am still wearing the very weird de costume . . Then , wah seh , went down to orchard central for job interview (Second time ) zzz. woot! i got the job, was walking around aimlessly , then then , didnt win anything , anyway . . -.- i still get 33 dollars . muah haha ! then then , went shopping around , walking around , then wah lao eh , mini toons called me and offer me a job . zz how ? went walk walk , ate mini steam boat , neo-print , night life rocks! yay . homed . nothing else , guess this's gona be my last post ? Stay tune people , till i come back (: ciaos!
Sandy , MinMin , ChinYong .
Dont miss me ! (: Mia . (:
Junhao : I guess, i no longer exist in your heart . do i ? If anytime , you thought of me or you need me , give me a call/ text . no matter how far apart we are, i will get to you , as soon as possible . I love you .

2010-11-18T08:23:00.000-08:00

All the tears i shed, all the smiles i faked , are all worth it , If you are happy . That's all the matters .
Hmm , woke up early in the morning , thinking that Hannah chew needs us , end up that , she went back to sleep with her hand phone flat. zzz! waste my time waking up , couldn't really go back to sleep after that , was still in my bed at 11 plus . went to watch tv until 12 , started to panicked . damn , I'm gonna be late . zzz and guess what ? i really was , so sorry to jinkai and junhao , lol! i didn't know which stop to alight at sial! jialat bodoh ! Was a fun day though. yeah , although there were quarrels , tears shed , but it ended up a happy day spent at the east coast beach . ha ha! then , after that, headed to parkway parade with sandy,min min,chinyong . min min went home , so i assumed, the shirt work shall be postpone ? sandy phone her mum and asked if she can come over to my house , but sadly, she cant, hmm , ate our dinner at parkway de market, heng i ate there , at home nothing much to eat . zzz . i guess my mum's mad ? She suddenly come in my room tell me she miss me then she go out again . sot plug . hmm , then then , chinyong do telesales, by right she's suppose to spent her night with me de , but due to change of plans, we decided to go to school earlier tomorrow and do it instead . ha ha! Audi-ed with my son and jinkai , then face book cause there's nothing to do , gonna go sleep soon . gotta go ! ciaos!
ChinYong : Boo! Sorry ah , today keep bully you :P
Sandy & MinMin : Sorry lurhs , but , how am i suppose to not smile infront of him ? That's the only way to cover the bitterness in me , i dont want him to know that i cry due to him , i dont want him to know anything that i do , for him . sorry lurhs ):
Junhao : Heard you are gonna wait for crystal for two years ? Never mind , slowly wait . you wait for your love one , i wait for my love one , i'm sorry for letting you see dao that message i left on the sand for you . damn. you are not suppose to know the one i still love was you , sorry , just take it that some other random guy in the word named Trevor koh jun hao was the one i love okay ? Go and love your crystal (: Good luck . I'm leaving it all to fate and am going to bury you deep within my heart taking you as a living memory living inside there, if you are meant to be mine , one day , you will be back :) We shall see .

2010-11-17T05:16:00.000-08:00

Hello! (: Rotting at home for the whole day , nothing much to be done , nothing to do either . Hmm , camping on somebody's facebook page ? . haha! Guess what people , after helping chinyong with her stuff tomorrow , I'm Going To The Beach! (Y)! Yay! I love the beach (: Hmm , Gotta go i guess.
You asked me who i love , how i longed to tell you , it's you whom i love . ): But . . Can i ?

2010-11-16T07:41:00.000-08:00

You're a mistake I'd gladly repeat .
Hmm , Slept at 2 in the morning yesterday. hence , which was why , this morning i couldn't get up on time to go for the meeting . holy . so sorry . wa! ended up me & minmin & chinyong all couldn't get up . Shag . This was what my body told me " Please! ): A couples more hour of sleep!" Finally woke up at 11. Bathe , pack up . My room's in a bad bad mess. Woah . Waited for my sister and chinyong to buy food back . Yum Yum. That's the last meal i ate . For the whole afternoon , Was starving . Mdm soo ill treat us la! Never give us food! ha ha! nah . joking . Was in the D&T & staff room , ha ha! special treatment! can go staff room blow air con! bad madam soo! used us for not going meeting . he he! she didn't want to go meeting that's why pei us . haha! Then then , around 6.30 wa , rain si bei big , went home . reached home around . . 7.30 . cause we ( me & chinyong) headed to bubble tea shop together with Mr Andy , mdm soo and one more teacher . Hmm , how i miss my bed . ): it's 12.30 now . I'm going to sleep alright! Ciaos! :D
A Boring Day Which Turned Out To Be Fun . Woah.

2010-11-15T06:58:00.000-08:00

A Big Lesson Learnt .
Reality Is Forever Harsh . Yet, Lies Are Harsher .
Because, There's nothing to be done about reality , yet lies could be prevented but were not .
Yawn . A totally , full of how say . excitment day ?
Morning , early morning 6.30 Am called up by madam soo , rush rush , ended up , eat mac, then slowly go to school , when i reached school . It's 8.04, as usual, didnt need to call madam soo , she auto open the door, she says one sentence to me in chinese, you are not here yet , yet i could hear you voice already! . See! how much she miss me! awww. next year no more of her , suddenly like very de what leh ): Hmm . Did the pushcart stuffs. do until around 1 . . headed to kfc, wa, i morning eat mac , afternoon eat kfc, at night , should have gone to pizza hut like i suggested. when playing around the old airport estate . wah seh . siao siao leh . (: hmm , then then home , wa like finally bodoh . (: going to bed soon , my back is dam sore from siting for seven damn good hours.for doing the god damn it de facebook thingy , damn! hmmmph! eeks! ChinYong 's in my house again :/ Good luck to my granny! :O Ciaos Gotta run now!

2010-11-14T09:13:00.001-08:00

Hey. Guess many have seen/ know that i'm back to single ? Reason's , i have no love feelings. just like . and that like de feeling has somehow turns into brother/sister de feeling ? I really am sorry , i thought , i could like you , love you . but i cant . sorry weijian . sorry , we'll remain as friends shall we ? Boring day , i didnt even step out of my house, i wanted to go swimming de D: but ended up raining so . . yeah . . D: shag . sad die . Been working on the pushcart thingy , hope everything run smoothly . Keep your fingers cross peoples . Come down to cineleisure on the 20& 21st november alright ? :O Gona change phone soon , what phone should i get ? I like SonyEricsson Yari , but then too many people have that, so . . Scratch that! Think i'll get SonyEricsson Hazel ? I like satio and aino too . but judging from my mum that type , i think it's a big NO ? haish . How hard can it be to just get a phone that can last. Damn . i change phone like changing boyfriend . Dang . Gotta go lurhs . Ciaos .
If , I cannot be the one holding your hand , the one on you mind , the one you first think of when you need help , can i then , be the one , supporting you , loving you behind your back secretly , the one ,crying for you , feeling the pain each and everytime, you're in trouble ?

2010-11-13T22:56:00.000-08:00

Afternoon , peoples! Hmm , it's another weekend, ahh! how fast a week had gone by , it's gona be a new start again new week . Damn it's raining now , which means , my plan of going swimming until i song is gone . nevermind, i shall see what time it stop raining , hmm! most likely to be rotting at home today. so yeah . Gotta run , ciaos!
Let go of me bah , Dont be afraid of hurting me .

2010-11-12T05:56:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 12 pm . oh my god . It's like . . hello ? i slept at 3 AM last night . Ohmy, this morning , my eye bags were like . . dang!. Hmm , was still on my dearest bed , refusing to get up even when it's 1.30 . LOL . sandy's not here yet , so i very kan chiong go bathe, etc, finally! sandy reached my house at 2! oh my . chinyong reach , shortly after i bathe! woots! haha! then then , ate , rushed off . Woah . lucky for us , anyhow alight , anyhow walk , found the entrance to the tunnel , headed to mac . i thought jinkai and junhao wont see dao me sial , i saw them and i started running away . . Stupid me . i know . but yeah . it's like . . weird ? nvm , ended up , we walk walk walk . dammm far until part C pit 11 , the light house there, sit there talk , after awhile, i went down to the beach there watch the waves . wah . my butt damn wet !! ~!@# the water came up so fast, i no time to siam . D: then then , went back there when chinyong came find me , after awhile, she went off , we sit there talk talk till 4 plus, around 5 ? they went off, went with them , dropped off at junhao house there , walked to tampines, ate with sandy . homed. Telesales . etc.
It's a really fun day! :O although we only talk talk . haha!
Ciaos!

2010-11-11T05:55:00.000-08:00

I'm missing something . You know it , I know it . We both know , what's missing .
Hmm , woke up damn early today, headed to school, daddy drove me there, thanks . had meeting , thanks madam soo for the carrot cake and the packet of rice . (Y) then slack , headed to bendemeer mall , mac, went back bubbletea shop , playground , clark quay , brought stickies, headed to tcc, wah sian die , no slot , went dhoby ghaut, orchard central , mos burger , interview, asked me to wait for phone call again . sian die . homed. acid drops ^^ haha! end of the day . yawns, didnt watch any drama today , how good can i be ? haha! Ciaos!

2010-11-10T09:33:00.000-08:00

Hi . Is anybody still viewing this blog ?I dont think so uh . Lol . Rotted at home today , what shit is this , i woke up just to find my sister going out, and while i was still drozy , when she said , i'm going to lock you in , i said okay ? What the! then never mind, mum told me if i am willing to wait , she will buy me food to eat, and guess what ? after 7 hours of waiting , she brought me a bowl of noodle, which i only eat less then half and threw in to the dustbin , no offence , it sucks . to the max . not i dont want to eat , i guess give to dog , the dog eat 1 mouth also dont want okay . it's like sticky and looks like some food which people vomited out . wtf . after a long 7 hours of wait , that's what i get ? no way i'm trusting you again mummy . with your , if you are willing to wait , i will get you food . Pui la. nothing much for the day , and once again , i have not enough of sleep . fxck . 2 pack of curry maggie today , at least that's good ? when chinyong came , we went to east coast beach , weather was wonderful until cannot , everything was well , homed at 8 , did the pushcart project thing, now i'm watching Fated To Love You again , Ep 30 le! 9 more Ep . Jiayou to myself! Yay!
Gotta run . Byebye!

2010-11-09T08:21:00.000-08:00

Tmd! Another day of rotting at home , cause i woke up too late, suppose to wake up earlier and go down to boonkeng yet , i ended up , waking up at 1 pm . holy . watched tv , etc, use computer, sorry sister, snatch comp with you , but then , you got house comp mah! wa ha ha! hmm, chinyong came over to work , i'ma still watching my Fated To Love You , Wa sad die, cry until no more tears la , Found out that the 2.30pm channel 8 show has finish , wasnt nice anyway so yeah , it's xiao yu er yu hua yu que now , wah , nice show , missed ep 1 so , i'ma watching it on youtube , haha! :P So yeah , guess i gotta watch tomorrow's on youtube as well ? since i'm going down to boonkeng. Ciaos! it's 3Am by the way . :O

2010-11-08T02:23:00.000-08:00

Hi . . I'm back again .. Guess i'm saying hi to the wall again ? Maybe . hmm . Not in the very good mood uh . There's nothing much to do in the holidays , other then stone in my room , text peoples , It's a usual day for me , went down to school for the dont know what talk de, then after that , Clark Quay , China Town , Vivo , Homed . Boring right ? Hmm , Guess after 21st november, i should start to mia ? Hmm , yesterday didnt blog, my apologies , to the wall i guess . I did nothing much , other then , went out to bishan for the job interview , hope i get it , keep your fingers cross , people , If i get it , i will probably get those outlets in the east i guess . Eeeks . But well , everything's alright for money . Then after that went to eat ice cream . Shiok , but after that , my teeths also very shiok . Pain die . It's okay again i guess ? Hmm , Gotta run . To youtube and re-watch Fated To Love again . Ciaos!
I'm sorry .

2010-11-06T04:05:00.000-07:00

Hello ! Hmm , Wasnt able to sleep well last night, thanks chinyong .___." HAHA ! Nvm , woke up at 9 this morning! ~!$%&^ Zzzz I'm suppose to wake up at 6 and i ended up waking up at 9 can i turn the 9 upside down ? shit! weijian gone back to sleep D: Zzzz ! Nvm , in the end , when we are all finally awake, we decided to meet up at amk since i'ma gona find my grandmother . But in the end my mother ask me to wait for her and we ended up cabbing down to amk together ^^ hmm, reached my grandmother house , wah lao eh , so HOT . walked to mrt, wah seh , lost my way . zzz then then , Found my way again! (Y) Hmm met up with weijian walk walk , collect our ring ^^ HAHA! :P Then then , hmm , walk walk . think walked the whole amk le ? LOL! then went to find my mother went up to platform , he ask me come down again , cause he forgotten to give me my ladybird . HAHA! then , after that , Umm , yeah , went bishan , ate my so called lunch , kfc , headed home , saw my sister at dakota de mrt! and and oh , on the train there's a china guy sitting beside me , talking on phone chewing on butter bread . ohmy , makes me hungry! zzz! dinner, emo in my room , tada~ nothing else i guess !
Curry Maggie (Y)!

2010-11-05T03:34:00.000-07:00

Alright , It's the last straw.
Dear parents, stop viewing my blog thank you very much . you dont like it , dont view lah , who ask you to view de? I specially went to change my fxcking bloglink and you all still so kpo go and see for fxck ? Fxck off manz . Cant a person have a blog without being view by parents ? smlj .
A god dam it boring day for me , guess chinyong and evan are coming over later, so yeah . Hmm , Did nothing much , the big aunt came over today and obviously , there's nothing much to be said . zzz . Text with that bendan uh, guess tomorrow i'm meeting him for mac breakfast ? But then hor , i got a bad feeling that i will be sleeping like a pig , LOL . wonder if evan and chinyong are going to ton . Think chinyong's gona ton in my house , LOL . dont know to say good news or bad news. good , someone's to accompany me , bad, i got a feeling that tomorrow i will be damnn dead . LOL . Thanks peoples :D Thanks weijian for keeping my blog alive too ? (Y)
Ciaos uh . :D Msn group chat tonight i guess . Zzzz now i wish i didnt sign up for the thing D:

2010-11-04T10:17:00.000-07:00

Hi, WJ is back again. Promised to blog for the lazy girl if she takes his medicine and sleep @ 11pm. And here i am... Not sure if she really did sleep by 11 huh LOL.

Absolute boring day for her as she rotted at home. I have no idea what to write already lol... ER......... Happy Deepavali? I know she intended to go her usual hangout spot today but was unable to due to unforeseen circumstances.

Damn sian... Usual texting/msn-ing with me and thats about it for the day.

Lazy girl, don't feed your ah-ma the stickies. Rest well, don't get sick!

2010-11-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hey .. I'm like .. Back ? I guess , no one miss me ?
Many Many Many Many Thanks To Lim Wei Jian (The weird weird alot of typo de uncle who blogged for me while i sleep like i pig i guess ? )
Summary of my day : Spent with weijian . Not interested to know more , Click the red cross thanks!
Hmm , I woke up at around .. 3 AM this morning , for what fxck , i dont know , i just kinda , jerk awake ? and!! COULDN'T get back to sleep! God . But . i still ended up going back to sleep . Haha! Hmm , I am finally, NOT lazy enough , to get out of my bed . round 11. cause I'm just sleepy , laying there , waiting for someone to totally ask me to get out of my bed ?Totally .. under estimated myself . Gosh . I thought i just need a bit of time to get everything ready , hence, i drag drag drag , ended up sitting at computer table , watching "Yi Nan Wang" Wtf! I'm becoming old . ohmy. ohmy. skip skip , the normal stuff i do every morning , and guess what ? I was told to pack my room , which i half packed yesterday . Is that a good news or a bad news ? Good that it's almost done , bad that it's not totally done . i don't know uh . hmm , ended up , went to gather everything and just dump all the stuff .. under my bed .___." LOL! I'm just too lazy to move and pack everything , so i guess after uncle goes home tomorrow, i think , maybe on friday ? if nothing goes wrong , I'm gonna stay at home , pack my room , do the kns report . zzz! Friends do come to cineleisure on the 20th & 21 ? Pushcart 8 . Haha! hmm , Went out at 1.30 , ended up at bishan like . 2 ++ ? sad . I'm forever late .
Hmm , met up with weijian , watch him eat again , arcade , went down stair . walk wak , basically , we were walking around bishan today , hmm , and that bendan went to buy couple ring! I don't know how to express my feelings about that sial! Half happy , Half ... scare . Happy cause he's buying the ring for our 1 month ? Scare cause they say couple ring will make couple breakup ? (i don't know to believe or not leh , if couple rings will make couple break up then how come our father and mother still can be together neh ? ) after that went around , looking for ear piece to buy , cause his ear piece spoil ? Zai kia . 60 dollar de earpiece spoil , buay xim tia. X: Hmm , after that ah , headed to dhoby ghaut , orchard central , 313 somerset , central point , some lan shop which is damn empty ? to buy water . then dhoby ghaut , homed.
I eat my dinner halfway , a cat .. came up to my house, and i ended up got to walk it down again D: half way down, it stop and wouldnt budge . so i went back to my house , eat my dinner, found the cat still where i left it , bring it down back to the first floor! haha! it keep meowing and rubbing it's head for i dont know why . haish .
Thanks for the sticky bendan . Thanks him for making one big round and send me home too ^^ . Yawns . Lovely day , yet i'm so tired. Mood keep swinging like some swing in the playground . :O
Ciaos!

2010-11-02T10:20:00.000-07:00

Er... Its WJ posting again. My girlfriend is simply lazy to the max... For her fans who are waiting for her to post, she said she will personally do it tomorrow.

Today is an absolute boring day for her.
-Bubble tea shop as usual
-Went dhoby ghaut to get some hook for her sister to hang clothes
-Did some job which required her to spam call

Other than boring, there are no other words to describe the day. Talked on the phone till her battery died. The good thing is, we are meeting tomorrow!

Alright bye, please anticipate the return of the blog owner.

2010-11-01T11:08:00.000-07:00

WJ here again. This is turning into my blog man. Lazy girl........

-Woke up early
-Attempted to join in some school lesson but wasn't allowed to
-Had some competition meeting instead
-Slack at her favorite bubble tea shop
-Went Dhoby Ghaut to find her mum
-Went for haircut
-Friends went to her house

Hahahaha, according to her, the haircut was terrible. She wasn't willing to share so... no pics. Should not be too bad in my opinion, her friends didn't even notice she had a haircut. Well, she went offline suddenly just now, think she went to bed early. Oh ya, i will make sure i will drop by cineleisure on 20th November to see someone sell random stuffs.

Looking forward to 18/11/10!

2010-10-31T09:48:00.000-07:00

Hi, its WJ here again. Helping the lazy girl blog.
Hmm... So i was right as mentioned in the previous post, she really did sleep 12 hours.

- Woke up around 12++
- Made jelly?
- Went to Bishan library
- Had crystal jade for dinner @ Junction 8
- audi-ed @ home

Best part of the day was probably roaming aimlessly around J8's NTUC. Pretty boring day for her to say the least. Quite glad that her mum doesn't mind our relationship LOL. Shes going to school for some class tml. She probably gonna go for a haircut too. Somehow i got a bad feeling her hair will be screwed and it would be damn funny. Well i might be wrong, wish her luck people. Bye bye.

2010-10-30T12:38:00.000-07:00

Hi, WJ here, posting on behalf of XY.

Summary of things she did today (at least from what i know)

- Didn't sleep much
- Didn't eat MAC due to rain
- Played audition
- Watched Child Eye's with Family(Father, mother, sister) + CY + me.
- Talked on phone before sleep

She is now sleeping and dreaming of the 人狗 in the movie. Judging from her tiredness, it is gonna be another over 12 hours sleep. Alright thats all people, bye bye.

2010-10-29T00:13:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm BACK. Anyone miss me ? Ha, It's okay if you did , i'ma BACKKKKK! :D
Shall start updating now , since no one's at home ? gona be a long long post ? haha!
26th October
Happy Birthday Sister
It's the day for camp. omg ? Waaa .. How how~ I dont feel like going , but well . . no choice what ? ): Dont go for camp must pay 100 $ eeeyer larhs! D: Hmm, went to meet up with sandy kong early in the morning , with my big big bag which made me looks like a turtle ! then then, headed to school , then erm , head count then jiu head for camp already . Camp was boring . Was splitted into different groups . Wah shag-ed no one that i know well in the same group as me ? How sial . Gg.com ? LOL . Nvm , Camp was so so . Didnt do the wall climbing . Cause .. I'ma afraid of height ? LOL . Thanks Haziq & Aziz for showing me how play the rope thingy ? & encouraging me ? Lol! then then , erm , nothing really much , keep get scolding D: eeee! Night hike was so so , why i walk last bodoh! haish . scary , but after awhile , so so only . LOL . the hike was like .. so short ? and i guess we took many turns ? -.-" Catherine was noisy like fuck . and she keep stopping . Lol! Nothing much i guess, Slept with marissa at night , and she ended up sleeping on ME . wtf . LOL . kana kick by indians and i told marissa, in chinese if they touch me one more time , i'ma gona make their face swollen . dont know they is can understand or not . they suddenly move away ? Wa! Shocked. Ended up my day with sleeping , which i at first thought i wasnt able to . Cause there's no air con ? But now it's suddenly very very cold . Oh my .
27 October
Happy Birthday Larry
Nearly could not wake up , lucky they on the lights and i somehow managed to get up ? woah . haha! Camp was so so ? There's natural walk today . wa! damn nice, thanks haziq for walking with me and umm, helping me . haha! then then . nothing much for the day lurhs, i am so looking forward to home , although i am not really very liking the thoughts of going home ? but well .. haha! had fun during the camp fire, haziq and me didnt went out when it's time for us to perform . lol , shit cheer ask me out throw face only larhs . lawls . bathing time was like kana ate away . fuck . what shit is this . bathe with pamela . zzz . LOL. then then , nothing much to do lah, after that went for debrift, wah lan eh, si mi sai, because of somepeople, end up whole camp cannot go to sleep until 12++ end up got to go back to class, wah sai , ended up 3N1 got to stay back cause head count not accurate . sai larhs can ? ... anway . slept with shirley that night . and and , she hug me to sleep . Wth! woah . ended the day after texting weijian & haziq . Surprisingly , i survived without aircon . :D
28 October
Happy Birthday Rachel
Happy Birthday See Mun
It's Break Camp day , i will never miss this fucking camp, hope next year i'm not back into the same camp ? fuck it , it's also report book taking day . fuck . i retained , woah , and my mother cried ? Lawls. anyway . yeah . after that went to bubbletea after ditching my mum at mrt , cause she go meet my father . then meet up with chinyong , saw weijie , chit chat, headed to bubble tea shop then talk talk , kpkb a bit .. then headed to sipin house . then slack slack , headed home . bathe , like finally ? Went to sleep :D
29 October
Wahh! It's like .. Friday , holiday for me eh! happy happy! :D Was grounded? eeks , so i woke up at 12 . wah , slept for 17 hours eh . nice not ? :D then this morning wah , found out my mother and father both not at home , song bo . wash up , use comp , audi :D wah like finally , my skill all zhao until cmi i guess ? hmm , then then , audi until damn shiok , granny borrowed my bag haha! :D then audi till my mother came home , yawnz, oh oh , sandy came over too , with 2 cup of milk tea :D thanks! then , after that , my mother told me she's bring me out to eat ? woah ? went out with mum , sister, & sandy . then went to shop for stuff, brought the gift a name thingy, wah mine is like damn ex , but nvm , deduct from the $80 my mother own me , so yeah . nvm de. just earn it back can already :D mum choose the wordings etc for me :D then , brought my wallet . But mummie , the damages done to me by your words and actions could never be repaired by these presents, no matter how expensive they are . home, send sandy to mrt, then headed home . Boring day . thanks people who are concern about me . Ciaos!

2010-10-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hello! Push back everything just to attend my sister's so called celebration which turns out to be a trip to kallang leisure's k box . oh my god . it's the first time i cried and yet finds singing so good in cheering me up . waa . discovered that i retained ? shit . oh well, if fates wants it this way , what can i do ? never mind , retain jiu retain bahhs , next year , i shall work harder , like sandy said , just like primary school only , take 6 years lorh ? nvm de . Early morning , headed to dentist . wasnt a pleasant trip . they keep stuffing stuff in my mouth and pull my mouth D: pain neh . :@ then then , went clark quay , wahh , i feel damn like let down my mother bodoh . never mind , next year, shall do her proud :D . hmm there's camp tomorrow . Haiyohs , eee , at first i dont know how to tell my mother that i retained sial , but she machiam like dont want to believe it like that, but well it's the fact . thursday is always coming , there's no point in not believing it . the problem now is my father . dont know how to prevent him from knowing unless lie to him ? anyway . wel. . it's not like i'ma the only one facing the problem , there's so many people having the same problem too . haish . shag-ed . it's like i pass english and 2 subject i so happy thought i can go up sec 4 sial , but in the end , overall failed . cannot go up . wahh~ gg.com . think not only i one person like this bah ? hmm, shall know on thursday uh :D Heard that retain can re choose the subject wor . what should i choose ? POA again ? is it worth taking another subject since i already know some of the basic of POA already ? i dont know lehh D: nvm , shall have a discussion with my mother ? :D haha! Ciaos eh!
LIM WEI JIAN . I LOVE YOU . :D HAHA!
Mummie~ i'ma so sorry D:

2010-10-24T08:32:00.000-07:00

Hello! It's suppose to be my sister's early birthday celebration i guess, but LOL i overslept until like dont know how say , so i didnt went down to city square mall , instead, i camp at home and play audi , i know it's kinda evil but .. well .. they last minute then inform me, i go until there also about the time they eat finish , so .. what for go down ? haha , audi until dam song norhs, i'ma like .. finally back to audi yay . i'ma reactivating my fam again , and and ,yeah , well .. so happy . my skill all gone , but yeah! i got most of them back i guess ? but i'ma still not up to standard . shit . D: nothing much uh , just audi-ed the day off i guess .. LOL . and and guess what ? my grandmother came over (mother side de ) haha! yay. There's crab for dinner, how great ^^ yay~ then then , aiyah , watch ai , around 10 pm , audi again , this time with evan , minmin , hannah , tomorrow's promotion day , how great. hope i pass . :D ciaos!
sorry weijian~ Dui bu qi~

2010-10-23T09:45:00.000-07:00

Hello :D Hmm , I'ma suppose to meet evan at 1PM. i ended up waking up only at 12.30 ? gosh . nobody called me up .. suddenly feel no cold cold de aircon jiu wake up lurhs :D muah hah hah hah! :O Drag drag , went out to find evan , hmm, wahh , saw my phone when i wake up i really is a bit chua tio . didnt know so many people text me i also cannot wake up ? Nvm , finally , was out of the house, supposingly to meet evan at 1 ? i ended up meeting her at around 2 plus going to 3 . eeks . nvm , at least, i still went . good right ? haha , hmm , after slacking for awhile , we headed to dhoby ghaut , brought slipper , cause evan de shoe make her get blister . then we headed to bugis , walked there . walk walk , ate, play arcade, headed down to orchard :D walk walk at 313 , headed down to cineleisure . find atikah,zyrah then find weijian . Evan they all went eat, after awhile , headed to find them at burger king then after they eat finish , i headed home . haha . mum kpkb . Shag . D: Ciaos .

2010-10-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

It's my 700th post today . :D Is that a good thing , or a bad thing ? I don't know yay . haha! ^^ bet there's no reader who has read all my 700 post ? So sad!~ Cause i keep changing link and there's no archive ? Hahaha! :X Stay on , readers! Love yahs . ^^
Today . Waaa! i woke up at 6.35 . Cause , i forgot to set alarm. . and and , i forgot to charge my phone too . shit. Gg.com. charge my phone for abit, brought charger to school, since there's nothing much to do in school, i must well make good use of my time in school by charging my phone? Thanks Junwei(Goh) and Kenneth for helping me :D Nothing much for the day, sandy didnt came to school, so , yeah. LOL. hmm , i realise that i could go up to sec 4 . woah, i passed my English , Chinese, combind humans. Yay? today's celebration thingy was totally -.- SMLJ. LOL. hmm , i guess i'ma going back to audi? Soon uh soon . :D Might be downloading it back on to my sister lappy or what bahh . LOL. Hmm , after school , headed to bubble tea aunty shop , drank bubble tea ^^ sandy came :D After awhile , headed to dhoby ghaut at 2 , to meet weijian . and as usual , i was .. LATE . again . Sorry!~ had a totally fun day out with him , he held my hand so tightly i didnt want to let go . . :X watched him eat and and , played jubeat ? LOL! . I sucks at that :X Xiasuay . went back to dakota via mrt, went toilet to change back into my uniform . LOL . go out also cannot go out openly . feels so bad . Hmm , gotta go i guess . Ciaos
Guilty . D:

Weijian: Guilt . Was what made me unhappy . I feel dam bad about not being able to be your 100% perfect girlfriend . You are just too perfect , too good to me . It's a terrible past which i didn't want to say , but with that guilt hanging on my heart like a big big stone , it's no better to let it out either. I don't know what's gonna happens . I just hope , you wont leave me , History wont repeats . I love you .

2010-10-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

I actually .. Pass my engish . wa. Shocked. teacher bluff me , make me worried for so damn long cans ?she told me NO , when i asked her did i pass yesterday , today she said to me in the morning , actualy, you pass your english , i checked. funny si bo . ==" D: 85 /140 but then, i flunk my social study ? GG.COM. hmm , boring day , spent most of the time in school sleeping , there's really nothing to do at all ? so yeahh . LOL . after school , went to bubble tea shop . . Eek ? there's suddenly a cat . went sheng siong with sandy and we brought food for it, see we're so kind . hahah! ^^ i found out , the cat like fish more then chicken? Lawls! then then , evan came , headed to dhoby ghaut, me , sandy , evan , minmin , chinyong. waited for chinyong to finish buying her shoe which she needed to buy for her work tomorrow, brought my shoe , woah, looks like everybody also have something she needs to buy . LOL . from dhoby ghaut walked to bugis, walked for 2 hours, thanks people for accompanying me . sorry i took so long . :X reached home that time , 8 le... mum went nut . -.- LOL . fuck . whatever lorhs . -.- try see only, disown me for being home late la, try only . :D thanks evan for lending me money LOL . hmm, gotta go , tomorrow , regardless what, i'm meeting weijian . no one's gona be able to stop me.
Love change everything ?
Weijian - Another sorry , really dam dam sorry . D:

2010-10-20T05:16:00.000-07:00

I might retain , but , i'm trying to keep it all to myself & not let people worry for me . everyone got enough on their mind .
Hello peoples , Good news? >> I'm meeting weijian . Bad news . >> I'ma gona retain . Gg-fied. Hmm , two word to discribe my day , plain bored. Checking papers, totally screw my physic , i could pass, but i did an additional question and the teacher went to mark the first question which is full of crosses, after i knew my last question (which was worth 6 marks ) was cancel out , i threw my paper into the dustbin . LOL . teacher went to pick it up and ended up collecting the papers .Lawls .Thanks sandy & minmin for helping me with my chinese compo . At least get a 6+ better then 5+ . . Hmm , went to boonkeng mrt to go toilet -.-" went back bubbletea, evan came . write compo, gave to teacher, on the way back to bubbletea shop saw the twins & billa . . chitchat with twins & billa then went to mrt find wei jian , headed to bbt , talk talk , evan came , went off with weijian, went bk mrt . :D went to bugis , walk walk , he buy his shirt, LOl. damn scare that my mother will see me outside sial, already in enough troubles already ? -__-" shit it . Hmm, gotta off soon , not very correct time to be seen using comp, they're all out , yay ?
Thank You : Weijian , Sandy , Minmin .
GG-FIED
WeiJian - 对不起. again . For lying again . LOL . i seems to be lying to you everyday ? hah , it's true that i'ma worried about my results, but just dont want let you know! :o Dont want let you worry~ haha! ^^

2010-10-19T03:45:00.000-07:00

Hello ? haha ! There's nothing much about my day . It's early in the morning , i woke up around 6.30 , realise, that, eh ? i still got time to bathe , hence, i went to bathe . by the time , i finish , it's 6.43 . ahh! Gg.com . chiong here chiong there, i thought i lost my wallet in the house, which i found in my bag at the bus stop , and guess what ? i'ma late for school . Yippe! How good can that be ? waited from 6.59 - 7.07 took bus 33 , alighted at geylang at 7.13 . waited for cab ^^ by the time i got cab it's 7.19 . Chiong to school. Heng ahhh! :D woah , i'ma faster then sandy ? o.o then aiyah , the lessons were like shit , since sandy didnt bring P.e i pei her , dont wear , haha . then after that geog, flunk ? i studied until 2 am de thing i flunk ? wtf . forget it . there's still social studies, which i have no confident at all . Zzz . i dont wana retain already . but all's too late isnt it ? haish . skip skip , after school, headed to bubble tea shop , wahh! my hand kana cut D: though it's 1 cm but it's deep , as i was watching the clear wound turn bloody , i was like . o.o" haha! hmm, still waiting for that pig to wake up :D Hmm now he's awake . haha , nothing much for the day , ciaos .
I'ma not a good friend. Sorry .
Weijian - 我不知不决的爱上了你. sorry for lying to you , i was not doing nothing , i was crying , just didnt want to let you know only . Crying cause , hai dao you kana scold by thy . . Sorry i hai dao you . Sorry D: I feel bad. Damn bad.

2010-10-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

LimWeiJian << MINEEE!
Hellos! Anyone miss me ? :D haha! Hmm, Today uh , Woke up 10.10 Due to madam soo's call . Wa! So early bodoh actually, she 8 plus woke me up already , just refusing to get off my bed, hence, i went back to sleep . (Y) Hmm, finally at 10.10 , she called, tio chua by the number, answer and her first word is , as usual , like mrt, Hello, Xin yun this is madam soo uh , are you facing your computer right now . God . It's 10.10 . Is it possible that , i'ma faceing my .. computer ? nvm , woke up woah! shocked that weijian the bendan pig is awake! :X haha! hmm, Text him , then found out , he's on facebook . Lol! then then , do mdm soo 's report wah it take me more then the time i take to do my last minutes exam revision , it took me around 3 hours , yesterday night , this morning 3 hours again , i worked on it all the way until 1 PM . wah! shit . I'ma so late. Went out to boon keng , met up with sandy at around 2.30? then slack slack , went bubble tea shop , pangseng her an hour later, Limweijian - see i am so good . Sorry sandy . really, sorry . Hmm , then , wa! at bishan , wah ! i saw tan heng yong .Oh my god . Chua tio . So heng, so many trains etc, wah! . Hmm , after that . went to mos burger, watch that pig eat ^^ then went to walk walk , haha! Then then , went to arcade, found tan heng yong watching people play max tune , walk to jubeat there omg . i saw yeetze ? then i was like . SMLJ?! . Look further, i saw .. Gilbert . gg.com . :D walked back to max tune , i saw .. chiweng which means, i would see the hosay brothers ? Saw them quite a amount of time, dont think they saw me though . when we walking to the counter there, wah they walk pass us, o.o got evan and eunice, whom i didnt see. lawls. Got so heng bo ? 1 day see until so many people . Amk somemore, i go so many many many time ,bo see them , today so heng . :D then , see hengyong and that pig play ^^ laugh die me . jokers alright ? kay kay , after that, umm, went to walk walk again , then tanhengyong went off, by right i'ma going with them de, but then , oh my god, i run off! cause he hor , Ask me xiao xin yi dian , cause i was poking them mahh! :X Then we walk walk , who know -.- he at the platform waiting for me T__T Eeek, went to bishan , played catching , dropped off at mac person , waited for next train , cause the train i'ma on is going to stop at paya lebar ? o.o Oh my . ran all the way home from dakota Mrt , and , finally , Home sweet home . :D
586426 ; It's time to let you go . For many many reason , one , cause you found your love one , two , cause i too found mine , three, cause i lost a bet to sandy! D:
Say me hongster or what, i dont care . I like who , my problem , not happy me , dont like me , your problem la ? then what you want me do ? Change for you ah ? Pui!

2010-10-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

Holy , It's another boring like shit day , I'ma working after a so so so long break . mama , hmm, woke up around 11 ? guess my holiday's gona come to a end soon . great, spent my whole day at sunflower, hence there's nothing much to blog about , other then yay, my mummie gave me one of the pig she's selling HAHA . then then , thanks uh sandy , for peii-ing me the whole day . :D until 10 bodoh . 3- 10 thanks for wasting your 7 hours with me . :X hehe!! and and , i drank 3 cup of honey red tea . omg ? eeks. anyway . thanks weijian also! text text text! haha! I still love the time i work at vivo/orchard central (though it's empty)Home sweet home :D (Y)
Sandy - Purple~ ^^

2010-10-16T08:38:00.000-07:00

Hello! :D Hmm , Today's Saturday! What am i suppose to do ? meet weijian for movie i guss, o.o Ended up with sandy and hengyong too! ^^ yay! Didnt end out very pleasant, nor very un-pleasant ? Hmm, this was how my day started. Started by weijian's text cause , i was sleeping until dammm song! gosh ? hmm, woke up , wahh! i also dont know what am i doing , drag drag, drag drag, ended up , i was dammm late, went to met up with sandy at farrer park mrt then then went to sunflower to restock , cause mum's not feeling too well uh . hmm, then after that uh . went to dhoby ghaut to meet weijian and mr tan heng yong the plastic bag uncle was with him ? didnt know he's so early , wa . sandy damm agitated . gosh . looks like their Eight character clash with each other's ohmy , it's sucha wrong idea to call both of them out together ? Lesson learnt . Brought Tickets, went down foodcourt to watch weijian eat again! HAHA . ^^ I always lie to him :D i forever say okay , let's have lunch together ended up with i watch him eat! haha! Cause watching him eat is more fun ^^ bleah! then movie . first row .. Ahem! I cry due to the show too touching hor! not because i tio chua by the ghost . is cause the girl says to her husband," remember you said when you jio me , even if the whole world nobody believe me , there's still you " or something like that de la! And and Sorry loh , the little girl run i grab you . ._." Dui bu qi nahh~ HAH! then then , after that, went to arcade? they were like waiting for jubeat machine, and and that tan hui meng came ^^ HAHA. Then then , o.o wa sandy hungry .. went to eat KFC with her .. wanted to eat KFC earlier on , bo space, we thinking of Mac Bo space, Walk to chicken rice stall, bo space, bo chicken . (Y) own . saw ah heng, disturb him ^^ then , walked back to KFC. wah! got space lurhs! ^^ haah! then then , ate, went up find them , ended up that thy went home le ? o.o sandy arent you happy ?:X next time i wont call him lurh! :x then then, they say want to go and eat, wah, go KFC again ^^ haha! sandy keep disturbing wei jian , gosh , i yesterday see ghost , bo chua tio , today see ghost movie , Chua tio D: eek! haish! Damn! Gotta go soon~ tomorrow is time to send the report to mdm soo . i'ma stress. D: dont think tomorrow can go out to escape with the twins & co . eeks, got work uh D: Plus almost see ghost for everday lurhs . AHAHAHA. Ciaos lurhs!
Cheer up Sandy~ i'ma sorry lurhs.

2010-10-15T11:14:00.000-07:00

一定是我不够好所以你才想要逃 , 逃到天涯和海角躲在别人的怀抱 , 你能不能不管过得好不好 , 不要故意躲开不让我知道 , 只要你过得很好什么都已不重要 , 我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼 , 我每一夜不管你知不知道 , 傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷 , 希望你过得好 . ♥
It must be because i'ma not good enough that why you wanted to escape , Escape to the end of the world , and hide in someone's else hug , can you regardless living well or not dont purposly hide and not let me know , the most important thing is that you are well and happy , i wont purposly disturb you nor give you worries , every night regardless you know or not , i cried foolishly praying in silent , that you are happy and well . ♥
Haha! It's 2.43 AM . And i'ma so bored that i'ma translating this chinese words into english . Lousy translation , i know . I have been told so . ha. Hmm , today's paper was rather easy , much more easier then i thought it would be, as i didnt really learnt every single thing, cause of the time which i used up on crying . Gosh . i finished the paper within the first 45 minutes . then i spent the rest of the time sleeping on the table, think maybe because of sleeping on the table, i suddenly feel so light headed . more of like . lack of energy that kind of tired . Went out to Rasa Sayang to eat chicken rice, pack it back to school to eat as sandy has got to go for her listening compre at 10.30 . and mine's at 11. 30 . wtf . Express chinese still need wait even long . what shit! then after listening compre, headed to bubble tea shop , fuck that ang zi xin , walk walk walk . nabei . simply pissed me off . hence i went home first, cause need to meet twins and ikah and co at 3 at boonkeng mrt station uh! . . he tried to go home with me and all i told him was , Chee bye la! He ran back to bubble tea shop . then home, bathe etc, found out that, my mum actually changed my bed sheet . HAHA headed down to boonkeng , met up with cy and sandy then slack slack, headed to mrt, as they called. then went to bendemeer opposite, took bus 133, went to ain house, slack, played with my camera, took many many de pictures. then then , around 7 headed to night safari! HAHA. the journey was long and shaky! but! finally we reached! HAha! Had a dam fun day alright? The ride and walks were super fun! The ghost keep popping out, they keep scream and i kept laughing . which i dont know why, i see the ghost , i will laugh der . after that, walk walk , shop shop ,brought sister's birthday present (which i gave it to her in the car, cause i dont want to keep it too long , later i dont know throw until where .. ) took many many pictures, then we wanted to go zoo, but not enough time, so well, had to give the haunted house a miss, actually, we were already queuing up but then, dad called, atikah's brother called .. so welll...Wa hahaha! i love the ghost popping parts! Damn funny and exciting eh! :D Send minmin backed to boonkeng, headed to joochiat to eat, i only eat one cup of ice cream , one milk tea, one cup of orange juice, half pack of chicken rice for the day , ate wanton mee . . headed home , reached home le, already , 1 plus. Shiok ah! :D Although it's the last paper, my brain is not allow to shut down yet, i still got national pushcart challange thingy to think about . damn . Haish D: Ciaos.
How i wish time could rewind , i would cherish you , if someday, you come back again D:

2010-10-14T09:21:00.000-07:00

Hellos! It's 12.22 am and i'ma still grabbing all the precious time to do the most last minute de revision . god . Shall post a short short post. Morning went school, met up with sandy at boonkeng mrt station, headed for school, was still reading POA note, saw madam soo ; thanks . :D although, you gave me an sms about what that came out today . . I think, unless i so smart, i would flunk your paper, cause i left 23 marks worth of question EMPTY . and and , i didnt sleep :D Shocked? Nah . no time to sleep, only managed to lie down, close eye, then jiu, game over lurhs. after that, headed to bubbletea shop , headed to bendemeermall market with bbt aunty, ate breakfast with sandy , waited for Cy to come find us, then , headed to bbt shop, ate, slack . etc . saw lemon poon :D haha! headed home around 4+ wanted to go lan de, ended up , damn lazy to move . . :X ps uh , keep say wan to go lan end up keep bo go . i sumpa , find one day , we will really go!! :X LAWLS. nothing much to do at home, instead of using the time to study , i cried for 2 hours, over him . -.-? which is why, i'ma still here rushing my Geog . Gg.com i think uh, kenneth and goenawan, all no need to study, everytime last minute then ask me what to study , and they can score ... FLYING COLOUR ? Ohmy. how did they .. do that . Shocked .
By now, everyone should know i got new facebook account ? added me le boh ? haven jiu add , Xinyun Pah BuayToh . ^^ Ciaos!
Sorry sandy , wei jian, wei siang, jack . sorry i cried again . . reply you guys tomorrow :D
I really hope you wont retain , and , i hope that you will jio dao that girl you like :D hah! :X I Love You.

2010-10-13T03:50:00.000-07:00

Today, i set foot on the path we took before, the memories, rush back into my head and i feel like crying . though i wont because, i wont let those who care for me see it .
Heyyyyyy! :D Nothing much uh ..This morning as i was standing at the busstop , wah . i was like .. Crying ? It's 6.45 and i'ma just standing there crying . God . My exams were like.. SHIT. Math sucks . Gosh . Hmm , After school (9.30) today, sandy, hannah and i went to bubble tea shop , sit there slack slack, waited for aunty to open store . . eeks! is like .. So long cans ? then then , after that, headed to my house, cause we're all hungry gosh . Hmm, Headed to my house, cook maggie, ate, bathe, then , went out again , woah , thanks mum for buying me fbt shorts :D hmm, after that, went out supposingly to meet hengyong at his school there, then then , go to east coast beach de, but then when meet dao him , suddenly the tensation between the four of us like . damn weird. Then then, ended up , sandy wana murder hengyong like that, so ask him to go back home, then me sandy and chinyong, went walk walk, then sandy thought she meeting chang sheng ? LOL. walk here walk there. end up , took bus 31 back to boonkeng, slack at bubble tea shop again hehe! :D then then, after that hmm, homed at around 5 . Song bo . haha! was suppose to be studying POA . ended up .. i'm traveling around :D HAHA!.

I take back those words in the previous post .
I dont care if you are mine or not anymore, i just want you to be happy , Becuase I Love You . I wish you all the best in the lucky girl who you liked uh . If one day, you need someone remember me will you ? One day if you are hurt, turn your back and find me there will you? I love you ♥

2010-10-12T02:53:00.000-07:00

Hey peoples~ Anyone miss me? Wa wa wa! LOL! Hmm , boring day, intended to wake up at 4 once again ... to study my physic ... and once again , History repeats . OMG. I overslept! wth! sian die, woke sandy up at 5.55 cause i myself woke up late too . holy shit . then nvm, both of us too ai zai, went back to sleep, gosh! how how! never study dao my science. hmm, went downstair took bus, just nice i reach busstop, 31 reach bus stop. YAY! then then, wahlao! i so early norhs today . Damn! then waited for sandy, wah! i thought she will late bodoh! scare me, headed to school. gg.com . Bo study, over there panic. ended up . . . i open the paper, i chua tio, was like, eh ? so easy meh ? got take wrong paper bo ? ==" physic was alright, not surprise if i fail my chem , and and ,how come. . . i dont know , science, need to use pencil for the OTAS de? Shit . i only bring .. 1 pen .. holy mama . after exams, headed to bbt, wah! saw hongwei, saw angzixin. Got so heng bo ? i was like . . eh ? angzixin not go out by back door eh meh?! Fish! i thought of going home, but . . HOW COME . he also go towards MRT? ended up stayed there for awhile more, then headed home, thought , there's tuition at 12.30. thought i late, then then -__-" ended up , i got to wait until 1.30 . tuition till 3 , finish, using wifi all the time, haha! need to wait because hor, my sister is back home late, because some people too smart already norhs, want cheat exam also dont know how to cheat , oral only still want cheat, cheat until kana found out . wtf . ultra dumb bodoh . haish, abit moodless eh . woot! Good luck all 3N1s for tomorrow's math exam, hehe! going off now . Ciaos!
586426 ; Please be mine again . Please. I awaits you . I love you.

2010-10-11T04:19:00.000-07:00

Hello! Was intending to wake up at around 4 am to study for my math today, but ended up .. well . I overslept!! Shit! Nevermind! Tyco can pass my social study, my math, i think cmi already lurhs, left damn many marks de question Blank! D: hmm, after school, headed to bubbletea shop, wah lao! today, Ite resume school . SHIT. Angzixin's here . Holy . Chinyong suddenly told me wan meet him, hence, we went to balestia ite and find him , he damn dua pai cans? Make 3 girls wait for him, wah, i sitting there, wait halfway, i saw mr nity! OMG. Zhao zhao zhao! Told sandy & cy i'm going home and i ran, they sit there, then mr nity stop and talked to them, they say what , sandy's brother studying in hongwen, she waiting for him . Wtf. Zai . Then then, fianlly, that sibei dua pai eh, came out . LOL. Went back bubbletea, not talking to him . cause I DONT WANT. after that, watch the ite peoples, play catching ? Omygod. how old liao , i 15 year old playing block catching, acceptable, they ? going to 18, Still play catching?! Wah! Cy says she wana join! Omy , .__." then then, we went playground and sit sit . Song bo, suddenly, got people tell us bye . LOL. when we going home that time, wa! they ask sandy go there and talk, hence, we all ended up there, around 3 plus , i finally, Buey tah han ahhh! Told them i going home and walked off. Haah! they know, Sandy & Chinyong de real name , But dont know mine ^^ i told them , my name is Tan Si Pin! HAHA! Then then, wahh! They looking at people that time, they saw the real, tan si pin! OMG. LOL . Dam joke alright? then then, headed home, tuition, wah teacher late, hehe! then then, ummm, ate dinner, going to study and sleep soon . Ciaos . Dammn Tired.
People says , If you love something let it go, If it comes back to you it's yours . If it doesnt , it never was . But i'ma scare to let you go. ): You asked me before, Got people jio me or not, i told you got , you asked me why dont want to accept them , i just smiled and said nothing , i'ma gona tell you a different answer if you ever ask again , it's because , I LOVE YOU.

2010-10-10T04:27:00.000-07:00

It's 10.10.10 .
Woah, what a nice date ! Nice date to get a stead too . Also a nice date to die too.
muah ha ha ha! :D Woke up dam early, waiting for people to text me, haha! just nice i wake up , jiu got text lurhs :D Hmm , then then , nothing much to do, the aircon so shiok, hence i stayed in my bed . haha! at 11 plus, i finally woke up ! :O Ohmygod. Shiok die bodoh! wah was lying on my bed the whole day like one lazy pig :X after that , wah ! dam sian bodoh! nothing much to do . . :O hmm, ate dinner dam early, ate it like 5 plus going to 6 ? hehe! Hmm, Gonna off comp lurhs, i really dont want to retain anymore . So , I'ma gona STUDY! Haish .
Junhao ; how i longed to tell you wo ai ni .
Tianyu ; I'm sorry alrights? I really, learnt to love someone already. and i really, have no feelings for you and i dont want to lose a friend like you . sorry for rejecting you alright? Sorry D: Cheer up :D

2010-10-09T03:54:00.000-07:00

Wa booooooo!~ Hmm, how should i describe today, plain bored, and and, nothing much, was slacking on my bed, until sandy came. joke of the day, she was using my facebook, and then, she open wrong chat and told Edmund, YOH MOHPENG. LOL! Oh my gosh , and now he's angry . oops . haha! Anyway, my phone sot sot le, should i sell away all my phone, get money tahan awhile without phone, until i save enough money to go and buy a phone? wa! back to story, went to market, haha! sandy keeps on see until hengyong, the dummy, who dropped my phone!! then then , haiyoh! we plainly spent the afternoon, eating, laughing, using comp in my bedroom :D dont think wrong, we didnt do anything wrong . muah hahah! mum went out , hope she buy me stuff, and and, i'm gonna promote to sec 4! I wans to go up! i dont want to retain anymore . :O Going off soon uh , Tuition later, Ciaos!
I miss you, I love you .

2010-10-08T03:38:00.000-07:00

BOOOO! It's the 8th . again . I wanted to go to the beach today, ended up, it's raining. Gosh. eee! Last month, i wanted to go to the beach on the 8th too . But. Guess what ? I was at junhao's So . . Yeah . . Damn. It's fated that i cannot go to the beach on the 8th ? Hmm , Woah , chinese was like . awwwww~ Screw the paper . gosh . All of them do until the last minute sial . how how! D: after school, headed to bubbletea shop, drank , ate , headed to farrer park with sandy , print stuff, shop shop, walk walk, headed to dhoby ghaut met up with weijian and co. then then, haiyoh! i was suppose to be first, ended up i am the last. Oh my god. then then, they went kfc ate, i went kfc sleep . LOL. whiten came down, after awhile, they go arcade, we ( sandy & whiten) go disturb people then parklane , then back to dhoby ghaut to find them, after that uh , headed to umm, funan ? or what ever weird weird place. Wa! then then, headed to eat again, wah, you boys so hungry ma? oh and sandy went home, cause she nothing to do, bored uh, then then homed found chinyong already in my house, waited for them to come down (xinying and chinyong) went to market buy dinner, sorry my dear family, i was so late home. sorry ,that you all only get to eat dinner at 8.40 PM ... Gona go to sleep soon .
It's 2 month since i know you , you changed, like hell alot . Gosh . i wan the old xia lan you back . I loved it when you argue with me, i love it when you quarrel with me, it's better then .. totally, ignoring me . haish.

2010-10-07T04:10:00.000-07:00

Today , I passed by the road , which we once , walk together. only that, this time . what left behind, was mere memories.
Hello peoples! (: Hmm, Well, what can i say ? Today english exam, wahh! i woke up like.. so early, 4.56 i am already awake, went back to sleep heh! :P then then, wah, mum and sis were like woke up late hence, hor, i also a bit late, cause hor, i was waiting for my uniform . wah! hehe! then haiyohs, english, cannot make it narhs, die lurhs, how? i wishing i can go up to sec 4 , Fear. haish. Hmm, in total, i slept for at least 2 hours? The paper was can say, do-able. but, for me, i'm still scare, what if i failed? i would then have to stay back and repeats secondary 3 again, i seriously, suddenly, regret it. hmm, bubbletea shop after school, ate drank, headed to tampines, look for Tan heng yong, then walk here walk there, headed back home . played hide and seek with him. Childish eh. then homed, ate , use comp, not gona eat tonight uh . haha! :D hmm, tuition soon, eeks? haish , i really miss you eh . Ciaos :D
I found the two roads which you once walked together with me , some day, some time, i shall walk them again, but, will you walked it with me again? yesh, i do cry for you, yet , i will never let you see me crying (: I love you.

2010-10-06T07:37:00.000-07:00

I'm Single For A Month .
How should i start? I was so so happy that you called me yesterday, although i was crying while talking, i hope you didnt notice, you ask me what do i want to say, i wanted to tell you, i love you. but, i dont think i have any rights to say it ? hence i didnt. and you didnt replied me again today, how neh? i really really seriously, dont understands what you wants / doing . gosh.
woah , the last day i had for exam flew . it's totally.. Wasted? Gosh, i didnt know what i was doing either so yeah . God. bless me. :D hmmph . haish . Tomorrow's english, the most important paper to me, i need to get at least a B3 and pass 2 more subject in order to go up to sec 4? Holy . I suddenly dont want to retain anymore? woah. haah! no matters what the result is . well , i can only say, Good luck . LOL. Hmm , tuition at night, not at all happy . Damn . Mood swings sucks eh? D: Fuck that teacher , i really seriously, dont want to go straight home after exams, cause , I HATE MY HOME. I HATE EVERYTHING IN IT. Fxck it . Gosh . And and! Woah, shocked, i think i use like.. Less then .. 10 vulgar today? O.O Shock. And and, POA, i was copying notes. Wah! :X Damn RARE. :P hmm, after school, headed to bubble tea shop , slack slack etc, Lawls! gona go to bed soon, not in good mood, damn tired. Ciaos! :D
Can i still. . tell you .. i love you?
Dear tuition teacher, FUCK YOU. That's the day when by i can like have so many fucking hours of free time, you fucking hell must ruin it by making me go home for tuition right? cb , you wait , lim pei comfirm give you attitude. Fucker . I wont be on time and i wont fuck care you.
Guess what, i quit smoking lurhs, just that, people smoke infront of me, will make me feel like.. LOL. But hey! i'm like, damn good , i can ta han okay! :D

2010-10-05T02:59:00.000-07:00

Bitches & Bastards ; Fuck off my life if you are not happy with it, i dont own you a living , dont say , i keyboard, i told him yesterday in class yet he just choose to ignore . so? LOL. Yesh, i know , i'm a bitch , but , peoples, it takes a bitch to call another bitch a bitch ^^
Hello! :D Hmm, Yesterday, didnt have the mood to update my blog at all , due to some things ? haha! :D Hmm, Yesterday, woah, i was like home so damn early! i was home even before 3.30 pm and haha! used comp :D then then, hmm , erm, sandy didnt come school yesterday, hence, took homework for her . and and and! she came over and collect her homework :D then play comp etc, after that , she headed to her tuition . muahhaha! :D Hmm , cousin came over today too . Finally :D Hmm, then then , after that hors, Umm, yeah, used computer for the whole day :D Offed.
Today! School was okay, despite that i got detention and my phone confiscated . Awww~ fuck that O lao shi. Haha! marie came in for detention too , wah! that miss aw kai yuen keeps aiming me so sad. haish . nothing much , detention we count plastic bottles uh . hah! :P Hmm, Gona go off soon, no mood at all , and and! Yeah. Was in a no mood through out the day, also, was like sleeping , gosh . haah! :D Ciaos uh , going to off soon.
586426 ; what ever that me and hannah did was just for fun . my phone was confiscated by teacher, hence, i couldnt reply to your message! It's not i dont want to reply you . I know , you are not asleep, you just didnt want to answer my phone call. Nevermind uh , do you know what day it is tomorrow ?It's 1 month since we both were single, unless you are attached . I love you alrights?

2010-10-04T04:16:00.000-07:00

HAI EVERYONE :D
I AM SANDY .

Xin Yun asked me to help her post.
Wo Bu Zhi Dao Yao post semo ley.
Can I just advertise my blog instead of typing long story ?:D
Visit : www.a-ssholeszx.blogspot.com , TAG hor . HAHAH.
I am at Xin Yun's house now . She is lying on the bed and listening
to songs o_o ! What a lazy bum she is . (Y) !
She went to school without me today o_o !
I was sick seriously , so I got to pangseh her norh .
I will be going to school tomorrow with her uh.
Xin Yun , relax la , don't need to care about what he had said :).
HAHAHHAHAH ! Bye Bye .

2010-10-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

No matters how much i comfort myself,no matter, how much i tell myself the words of my friends " you are a jerk , nothing else etc " it didnt stop me from crying when i thought of you, when i thought of the words you said , when i thought of the hug and kisses you gaven me. those defeated the will of me not cry over you. because, while typing this, i'm crying.
Boring to the max day, mummie, do you know how much pain i am going through? how much fear i have i my heart? stop asking me to study will you? fail, fail, i know you had good intentions for me in your heart, but still. haish, sorry alright? boring day, tuitioned at 9.30 , my mum bluff me bodoh, 8.48 woke me up tell me tuition at 9, i rush rush rush, ended up at 9 , say, actually, is 9.30 :@ roar! hmm, was using comp like what i usually do on a normal weekend, didnt let exams stress me, i'm gonnaa keep myself in a happy mood, hence , not letting exam stress me out. haha! hmm, dad was rather naggy, forget it, i shall just take those words as music. dinner was great, ate and use comp. going to bed soon.
Boy, i love you.
586426 ; how much i miss you, you wont ever know. because ,i will never let you know , how much i miss you , how much i cry over the loss of you, how much i cry just thinking of you, i will never let you know how much you hurt me, because i love you. did you patch back with me for the sake of revenge , because i was the one who break first? did you, or are you just pitying me? or do you really , really, love me, i dont know . i didnt know, and i would never know . tomorrow's your exam, good luck. do you know how much i wanted to text you ? yet didnt do it? Maybe , forgetting me is good for you, if forgetting me is that good for you, tell me, drop me a hint, i shall then vanish from the surface of earth and never cross path with you ever again. I love you. i had so much to tell you, right now, i only want to hug you and tell you i love you.

2010-10-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

Haish, i feel so bad about what happen, you had no idea, how much i longed to be with you, hug you and comfort you. but. i cant. can i? i dont think so. you had no idea, how deep i am in love with you. you had no idea at all. unless. you are reading this? scratch that. i dont think you even know my blog URL. haish. Stupid day, woke up with a nightmare. some rubbish nightmare which i cant remember, i only know, i woke up crying. crap. and oh, i dreamt of you too . shit it . what's the problem with you. why are you appearing in my dreams too! fxck. i dried my tears and went out to look for food/human. and guess what? there's no one at home, other then my mother. LOL and she's sleeping. wth. it's 9.15 am and nearly everyone's OUT? hey wth wth wth. okay, so, i went back to sleep. and the phone keep ringing. wah lao eh. tmd. lim pei wan sleep eh. finally woke up at 11.15 am. went out to the living room , found that my sister just nice, was stuck out there, couldnt find the key anywhere, spent almost a good 5 min looking for MY house key. LOL. washup, cook maggie + hotdog+ egg for breakfast, i finish eating, my grandmother and my father came back with.. BREAKFAST.. didnt eat, let my mother have my share. LOl. at first i telling my mother i wan to go out and buy food de, ended up i cook maggie. oops! :X heh! then then, she from morning until night tell me one thing. STUDY STUDY STUDY. shit her la, didnt study at all, more of like holding the book infront and then using the phone behind the book. then then, using facebook (connecting through wi fi) (Y) , after awhile more, went out to east coast beach, spent a good time getting my bicycle back to normal -.- after my dad adjust it, wahh, hong gan leh, haven even get to east coast, guess what happen, my dam good sister, blast music in her ear i call her call her call her, she dao me, ride until dam fast i wan ask her to keep the lock de leh .__." then i chase after her, she suddenly stop ccb! i fly until -.-" heng heng heng i land perfectly on my feet! =='' LOl . seems like she like my bicycle better then hers cause we exchange bicycle. LOL then then reach there only, my mother call us to go back . wtf. this is why i dont like ride with my sister. LOL . then then, ended up my father come fetch, so i play on the shore for awhile more , how i love watching the waves crash upon my legs, hoping that it would just crash over me and swollow me up. then headed to car park find my dad, reached home, wash up, dinner, there's CRAB for the night! Yayy ah ma, specially cook for me. Muacks! sister tuitioned again tonight, tomorrow morning and tuesday it's gonna be my turn to die. omfg. Lols. haish. Ciaos uh. I missed him narhs!!
Another day without you. D: I'm sorry. How i wish i could hug you and comfort you. D: but. i cant. can i? I love you with all my heart. yet.. haish.

2010-10-01T07:50:00.000-07:00

Hmm, I take it that, today's the last day we ever contact with each other? I'm sorry for not cherishing you when you were with me, thank you for the time you spent with me, really, thank you. I Love You. day was plain and boring, spent most of my time crying in school, thanks see mun,zhengxuan,min min,sandy,bbtshop aunty, tianyu for those comforting me. thanks, hmm, then went home, wanted to go to sky lan after slacking at bubble tea shop de, but ended up at dhoby ghaut saw hengyong, went Clark quey and find him and his friends. then then, went back dhoby ghaut again, then they went arcade, me and sandy went walk 1 round cube, ate chicken rice. then sent sandy to mrt, headed to the arcade find hengyong and his friend , then city hall, then after that, homed. Boring day, thanks people. short post today, not much of a mood, cause i spent my time crying haish. plus, did nothing much today, school was okay though. Wasnt paying much attention all the time, cause my mind's with someone else. Loves.
Junhao; I told you a lie, i said i would move on, actually, no, i wont, because i cant. i love you .
ZEFF; You said, You Love Me , 1 Year + Known Me For 2-3 Year. How Can You Love Me For 1 Year+? When You Know Me Less Then 1 YEAR?! Dont lie. I would never love you. Die heart. Because, You are a LIAR And I HAVE SOMEONE IN MIND. And i am not in the dam mood to REJECT you EVERYDAY.

2010-09-30T05:04:00.000-07:00

I knew that this day would come, but i had no idea, it would come so fast. So suddenly. haish. there's a kind of love call, let go, do you wish for me to let go? i don't know. Great. Hmm, cried in the bus this morning, was like totally. tsk. lucky only i am sitting at the back of the bus. Hmm, do we really have no more chance of being together? all i was doing in the back of the bus was wondering about you.I don't know if you really love me, cause you're so hard to read. There's people i can read like a book and some whom i totally cant understand , just like you. met up with sandy at the bus stop, woah, we were both so early? *Shocked* he he! Walked to school, was sitting outside under a void deck to eat , wah, i eat halfway i cry. -__-" saw chi weng. Then then, headed to school, boring die me, was in no mood, cried abit during math, English laugh abit, recess was totally,horrible due to those lousy music played. it rained the whole day. I'm so worried that you would be caught in the rain. oh my god. Poa was screw. due to the irritating test. after that, social studies, i was.. playing with my hair. Geog. Wah! song bo? I was not in class for like 10 minutes.Gosh.after school, still raining. wanted to walk in the rain. hah! hmm, but ended up , 4 people squeeze 1 umbrella. then then, bubble tea shop, talk talk, back to school, waste 1 hour. time flies, i totally didn't know what i was doing. other then glancing at my phone all the while. gee. how how how. D: bubble tea shop after math tuition, homed. bathe, comp, tuition tonight, exams next week and i have alot to catch up, yet , in my brain there's only you..
Do you really love me? Or just pitying me?

2010-09-29T08:14:00.000-07:00

Today is the third week since what happen uh, do you know? i dont think you do, and and. you dao me again. Wah lao. dont like that mahh D: haish, i know , tomorrow you are having your exam, good luck kay? haha. Bad day today, mum didnt wake up to iron my uniform, hence, got to do it on my own, went to school, wow, sandy and i were both, early brought sweets, drink, bread. headed to school, lessons were boring like shit. slept most of the time, really pek chek with those teachers who show slide thinking that we can copy dam fast and neat, then change the slide when we haven finish. ended up , i throw the paper on the table, and sleep. Mother tongue, hey! today at least i did the compo, just that i forgot to give it to teacher after school, haven complete eh, last paragraph larhs. :D haha , hmm, slacked at bubble tea shop today, well, were having conversations about our loved ones with auntie. (min min,me,sandy) hah. thanks uh. Thanks for the day, headed home around 5. Slack, dinner, work, cry, hyper now. My mood is changing like a i don't know what. Gosh. Sayonara .
How i wish time could rewind.
我对你的爱永恒不变

2010-09-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday hengyong, happy birthday hui ting.
Met up with sandy at mrt at 7.24. ran all the way to school. song bo? Once we settled down in the parade square, i asked sandy, Song bo? Mdm soo walk to me and say, "Xinyun, You better stop your song bo uh! " Is like, Chua sai can? Suddenly walk to me tell me this sentence only. Haish, lucky sandy, she tio counselling, but but! She got it because of somebody norhs. Stupid fish ball, one fish ball must make until so big ah? Make until 2 people get counselling 3 people get call out to be kpkb, dam funny bodoh, Wan talk talk talk, talk lose, kpkb to teacher. First to cry win si bo?. Wadevers~ P.e. My shoe~ Lucky i have not brought new shoe yet if not, i am so going to ask that miss aw to lick my shoe. after that geog, mrs lim didnt came, wah wah wah. first time i know, there's a bedok town secondary school, wah, the whole stack all bedok de sial, got bedok south, bedok view, bedok town. Wah! Then then, did 1 piece only hah! cause the teacher only tell us to do one piece? hoho! After that, recess, feels weird bodoh, some more, Face fish ball and eat, wahhh! -Puke- her bangs hor, jialat larhs, the more she cut, the more cui it is! Omfg. after recess, was Chinese, walked in the class and said " good morning class today we are going to learn , Sex education" Only 3 students greeted me ): did that for 3 time, when i wana do it again, i suddenly saw Mr zhuri, -_-" hide behind the table and pretended to be looking for books, then when he is at the front door, i ran out from the back door . Wah ha ha! bleah, although i passed my attire check this morning, it's partly because i am hiding and running. lol! halfway through Chinese, they ask me, "xinyun , you dont want wear back your uniform ah? Mr zhuri opposite" at first i thought what, until i saw 2 boys in p.e. attire. kana caught. wah na ma,! ran back class take shirt from sandy and then, hehe! wear my shirt and use my bag cover, but then -___-" that stupid botak, he walked up the stairs instead of walking pass my class, waste my time. after that that that! math, grr, totally blurr, then cme, mdm soo used it to go through her worksheet. zzz i hate her. then bubble tea shop, ate, drank, went back school lesson, song bo. first time i am the first to finish the work given for chem, smart right? bhb! :D Got reason de okay! . went bendemeer market buy shoe, cause going somewhere else after that and i wouldn't have time to go back my that side de market buy. haish. went to junhao's house, left 1 hour later. haha! homed. ate, help dad with his bike , bathe, off to bed soon. Ciaos
you are right, i wanted to cry, but, i wont cry in front of you , because i love you.

2010-09-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

Hurray? It's monday, holy shit, Dear papa,dear mama, i hate mondays. LOL. English was horrible, Physic was blurry, recess, fishball came school for the sake of attendance, and went home before any lessons were taught, fantastic! no need to see her face. LOL. Actually , i find it childish to keep on fighting with each other, haish ): Why cant she just FUCK OFF. LOl. ok ok, hmm, mr ng didnt came for lessons today, so math was taken over by miss wee. God. lucky she bo teach chem, then after that, siokoon's lesson, kpkb as usual, what else can she do, she was intending to use the assembly period for her POA. But then, when she prepare everything wan come in to class, zhuri announced, Today there would be hall assembly for the Sec 3s. HAAH. siokoon's face were like. WTF? (Y). Wanted to skip cause i have a feeling they are going to talk about exam thingy, ended up, sandy drag me to hall, AND. THEY REALLY TALK ABOUT THE EXAM THINGY. LOL. After NOT being in the hall for so long, it feels kinda weird eh. Haha, ate at mac, homed, wanted to buy shoe eh, but raining, hence. Stay at home Orh orh bahhs! Sayonarah~ ^^

2010-09-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

hello. oh shitter, crap, i woke up at 9.15 yet i refuse to completely wake up, hence, i keep sleeping, until 11. wah. ended up, i was left alone at home, the whole family had gone out ): nevermind, at least, i have got the whole house left, and i could go out! but -.-" they took my key together with them too. so. i was.. LOCK IN THE HOUSE.CRAP. use comp for the whole day, oh my god, i really should buck up on my studies, and stop wasting my time crying and using the computer. god. F1 tonight. wah. haha. hmm, gonna go to bed early today, cause, it's monday tomorrow. and and, wah lao eh. sad larhs. re-alter my skirt tonight haha, cause the treads all drrop drop until dunnoe where le so yeah, haha, now watching F1, oh gosh. wah.. See yahs. Ciaos (: Cheering up soon! muah ha ha!

2010-09-25T23:02:00.000-07:00

Song bo? It's saturday, by right i was suppose to be at junhao's house studying. ended up , i woke up late again, so sorry. Oops. ==" nvm bahs, haish, spent my day in a mess, use comp, watch tv,listen music. Tuition. off to bed.Saturday, is such a boring day, but at least, i got to woke up late muah hahaha! -.-" Ciaos..
I'm sorry.

2010-09-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

Wah Booo~!! School with sandy today, met her at mrt, she missed her 7.12 train again. hence, i am waiting her at 7.24 instead, haha! Ran all the way to school, then, after that, uh, erm, nothing much , lessons were all boring. After school, headed to bubble tea shop, headed home, then after that, went out again, go went to farrer park mrt to find sandy, after that, we went cube, talked to whiten etc, play play, walk walk. went to cube on comp 1 hour, saw V mummie, Woah! she stand behind me for 5 minutes, i didnt know bodoh!? Wah! shocked. then after awhile more, home. haha. gonna sleep soon uh, ciaos! :D Loves.
Wo Ai Ni.

2010-09-23T00:01:00.000-07:00

Hello! Hmm, it's thursday, oh my god. Bored die me. lessons were like, getting more and more serious, more and more, yucks! haish, god, exams are coming soon, i better get to studying. and get to my work. hah, skip skip! settling with that bitch after school today, hmm she keep guai lan me, na bei. then lee cheng siang keep come here act cute, then then, headed to his math tuition after that. Then headed over to umm, bubble tea shop, after awhile, we went to toa pa yoh, look for the phone i wanted. Nokia X3 :D woah! From 299 de, i can find until 238. Woah~ LOl. haha! 1 less dollar = better~ Cause i am saving my own money to buy the phone, buying it for my so called mother to SEE. haah! see yah~ Ciaos.
Bitch, ifuckinghateyou.

2010-09-22T04:54:00.000-07:00

Yo. Song bo? It's Wednesday, early in the morning , met up with sandy at 7.24. haha! Ran all the way in to school with her brother and i reached just in time! woah! haha! Wasnt wearing any socks, so ran away from mr zhuri, i was like, damn it de shocked that he did came to school today, shit him, cant he just like be absent for even more longer? it's like peace that he's not in school! hah! shit la! then then, lessons were boring, like shit. holy shit. after school, actually we are suppose to talk, but some people ran away shitter. went for POA retest, went for Geog re test, tyco, passed my Geog retest, 4/8 song bo? after that, headed over to city square mall with sandy, we argeed to buy a phone, nokia X3, ended up now she's already buying it today ): bo wait. And guess what, mum's kpkb-ing. crap. nb. nothing much, went to mustafa! then while going back to city square mall, we ran across the road, and then hor, wah, damn wet can? it's like wah lao, my shoe got my blood also, cause my wound crack while i was running, since, my mother told me to go and buy lanterns, i we sun bian go to fairprice and sit sit hehe! (: homed, 15 year old le still play lanterns, shall post pictures of candles next time, my father bluff me larhs! he tell me he brought 50 candles, sure enough, ended up, eek! only. 25 like that only. cheat my feeling! na ma! Ciaos. Goodnight (:

2010-09-21T05:35:00.000-07:00

Boo, happy birthday to sandy kong.
Haha! met her early in the morning headed for school, p.e . it sucks,because of Aw kai yuen the fucker who made me do pumping position when i repeated the right thing. Shiter.Ee then geog, then after that, recess, ate with sandy as minmin was playing soft ball. then then walk around, back to class, chinese, slacking at the back today, as usual la, played bubbles. Then then, math, double periods, omg, double periods of math usually are torture, today they are even worst. then after that, was rushing out my poa worksheet. then got one voice kan weird de teacher come in , i chua sai, is like she look like those kind of kind lady, then end up her voice, kns la.! LOl haha. then playing bubble, yay, bubbles are so fun haha, then then slack after school, homed.
Junhao , i truely love you!!
Just to clear something up. I didnt say anything. If you want to believe that peng wei kia, Believe it then,i also cannot do anything.What do you want me to do?You said,do i remember you were the one who accompany me and comfort me etc when i was bullied?And now that you were doing the same for her?Please. If she didnt climb over my head, would things get this bad?If you want to believe what that liar said, believe it then , she said i look down on you? didnt she? Crap la hor! Believe that liar if you want, one day , you will realise , it's such a wrong mistake eh.
I dont hate you, I'm just mad that you are siding with her and for lying for her. Damn.

2010-09-20T04:45:00.000-07:00

Boring like shit day, damn, stupid like mad, my leg are still in god dam it pain, fish ball didnt come school today! haha! lol, what a god dam joke eh! hahah! Then then, lessons were crappy, i feel like quitting school.Gosh. Ciaos. moodless
haish
Girl, If you wan us to give you a chance, then, change. :) Stop peng-ing wei , Stop changing your words, stop twisting other's word , stop putting words in other's mouth, stop breaking up friend's whom are fine with each other , Stop giving us that jiao bin, Stop acting like one innocent little girl . Stop flirting, you are already attached. Stop flirting when you are attached.(even if you are not yeah) Stop acting like you are faithful, when you are not. And, STOP LYING. You said, you love 1 guy yet tell someone else you love him forever, what crap is that. Stfu man.! Stop all the non-sense. stop. Change and yeah, we will forgive you. :) You know who you are, and oh, none of us owe you anything yeah, so stop thinking that , without you, we will sure be helpless. Cause, i will prove to you. YOU ARE SO WRONG.

2010-09-19T04:15:00.000-07:00

Hello! Morning woke up at 9 am. Holy shit. Tuition, went back to sleep, after awhile, Woke up at 1 due to my dearest grandmother's nagging. haha! Then then, slack slack, didnt feel like eating, so just use computer, called pearline so damn it de many de time, went to cube, played for 4 hours straight, woah, suddenly, my legs like numb, maybe cause it's too cold? And it just made all my pain go away! haha! Hmm, then then, around 10, went home. shiok ah, ate maggie, then slack abit, slept at 12am . (: muacks!~
Stupid junhao, i love you~

2010-09-18T00:09:00.000-07:00

Booo!! :D Hmm, it's saturday, i'm suppose to have tuition tonight, but then, i think i postpone bahhs, change with my sister~ haha! hmm, nothing much to do leh ): Haish, went out in the morning to junhao's house then after that wah wah wah! my leg is skinned! D: Omg! Pain die me! Went home to rest after that, then then! met up with sandy at dhoby ghaut , walked around, found 1 guy called raylen, and we are suppose to entertain him. LOL. hmm, after that hors, nothing much. playing around, damn that raylen! He fireman lift lim pei! na bei ! Then went to cube, open comp 1 hour, ended up open le , dont feel like playing , so let them play . LOL. then homed at 12 plus, haha! i loved it when parents are not in town. wah la la la~ LOL . Hmm , ciaos uh! Damn tired. I love your everything, because, i love you! :D

2010-09-17T23:19:00.000-07:00

Hellos! (: Hmm , i think now, i shall be a kind soul and update this blog? :P Haha! because, I'm so lazy that i dun feel like updating :X Never mind bahhs! i am so kind~ LOL. Hmm, went to school god dam early, i was down at the bus stop at 6.30. gosh. so early. ): but still. i reached school at . 7.05 despite how much i hurry, but then! never mind! Because, i desperately need to get back my phone today! I cant stand the weekend without my dear phone. God. Seriously, Mr Vanna, SHIT YOU. you didnt come to school again! And i'm desperate for my phone! ): Who am i suppose to get it from? Wanted to look for Mr . zhuri the botak, but i scare he kpkb, so went back class and ask those people is Mr vanna did come, and guess what? the stupid Benedict chua ak told me. Mr vanna DID come to school, but then when i went to the staffroom and called. shit him. he's on MC. wah lao eh! Then then! just nice the bell rang, so headed down to parade square. LOL zhuri came up to do patrolling. goshh! so i did something, brave and stupid, i went to find him, eh mr zhuri, i wan my phone!!!!! he said, arent you suppose to come at 7 O'clock? I said! Yeah i came at 7.05. but you went in to the general office, and guess what! he said! okay, come dm room later. so . i waited for minmin to come to school at the foyer and and! mdm soo walked pass me and asked if i am waiting for cy. -.- dumb her. told her what happen between us etc and then continue waiting for minmin , Sandy's not coming to school today, cause! she's LATE. so she went back to her ah ma house. LOL. eeks~ then then, Today , i had minmin sitting with me! first lesson--- English, was a joke! Gosh! Miss Ng took Ronald's i phone and put at her butt there, was arguing with sunta cause he said, that's what girls do! Nb! if girls like to put phone at butt, then you boys put phone at the cock there right! (: LOL. Then then, Chinese, was sitting behind, reading the book , "Go Ask Alice" which belongs to minmin! haha! then recess, only two of us were eating, tom yam soup. cause it's raining again, so i dont mind eating spicy food! gosh! no chem and 1 lesson of physic for me today ! Because! i got counselling. (Y) told miss nicole about what happens recently, and i feels super duper good. woah . went back to the 1 period of physic, was not listening at all, but then , when teacher says. when you dont have a long enough rule, what do you use to measure? got people say, use another rule, use pencil etc, i then told teacher, use COCK to measure! (: Hoho! Then after that , went to toilet then bubble tea shop with minmin to find sandy, we intended to slack for awhile only der, but then ended up , we stayed there till like 4+ going 5 . But in between, me and sandy went to bendemeer mall to shop for stuff and toilet -___-" brought rubber band, cause mine is like going to spoil le ): Then brought bubble, so the whole day i was blowing bubbles. haha! Went to opposite playground to blow and the children there playing were so happy, made stars with ice cream stick too! While waiting for sandy uh! She so long ): Taught minmin how to made star too! tee hee! :D Sandy came back, we went to mac to eat, cause bo eat, i feels giddy. guess what? Mac spicy is really very spicy neh! ): and and! LOL. when i wanted to ask sandy question, my bread flew out of my mouth! wth! -.- Then when we were leaving, we walk out, i kicked an empty chair , thinking there's people there, and then, said sorry to the air, when i turned to go out, i bang into the door. wtf. then sandy demo-ing at the mrt station de on top , got 1 china pink shirt guy walk pass, said! eh! :D hahah! That's all for the day bahhs, went home, did telesales, shit it, i didn't know there's telesales today, shit, ciaos, goodnight. I'm so tired.

2010-09-16T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hellos! Oh my oh my. How sickening a day can be? O__O haish. Damn. Hmm, some peoples, just made my day sicked. )': Now, i feels sicked. Haish! And and! my phone is still with the god dam it vanna, he's not in school today, so , lucky i didnt go to school early, haha! )": i miss my phone narhsss~ T___T okay, what ever! Hmmm, Math was totally, JIALAT. Had sandy sitting with me today, thanks sandy baby for cheering me up uh. Thanks. If you peoples wan ka jiao wei , dun wan wait etc. Just say, dun give 101 excuses, talk behind me, wan jiu say out straight and loud . haha! hmm, shall not let them spoiled my mood, Be happy! we can all be happy! HAHA! Hmm, after school, headed to bubble tea shop, drank , wanted to go back to school to eat, but went back too late, bo lunch le! Sad! Then then! went for math lesson, LOLOL . Lee cheng siang was like.. so ... EMO. Haha! .___." Say until what, go to a far far far away place, etc. -.-" where's there's no pain, where there's no worries. Say until so much, walk walk walk, end up is.. Go to 3Ns class room . -.-" go until there, Oh.! Lock! Nvm, we go library! Joker right? Then then , after that, go off. (: haha! after that, went homed, nothing much, tuition tonight, damn, ciaos.
I love you );

2010-09-15T04:55:00.000-07:00

Hello! Hmm, nothing much, loads of people didnt come school today, dunoe why. dun care them. hmm, school was fine, lessons were boring as usual. Sandy and i were like sleeping through some lessons, charging phone during chem, my phone is still not back with me . wth. damn it. haish. i miss my phone la! i dun wan this what samsung preston any more la! Am still in a bad mood about someone. Haish, i dont feel that love you have for me anymore, i think i know what you are doing. You are pushing me away, you claim that you loved me. yet you pushed me away. All your replys so dao, i ask you : why. you told me, good what. why . Life's so unfair, but .. since when is it fair -.-" haiz. nothing much, short post, cause there's really nothing much to do uh. Ciaos.
I have nothing left to say, please start a topic with me hao bu hao? Please?

2010-09-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hello! ^^ Hmm, nothing much for the day, i was late! damn it okay! ): i was down at the bus stop at 6.5+ and yet i can still be late. win le! Took bus 32 at 7.13. went to geylang . 7.20 waited until 7.21 took bus 21 , went to kallang, 7.24 took bus 985. reached boonkeng at 7.35 . reached school at 7.38 . Damn it. nothing much uh, so yeah, hmm ,lessons were boring, helped out at dm room as i didnt want to go p.e. meeting sandy early in the morning tomorrow. eating mac, then go collect my dear phone ^^ heh heh! haha! Hmmmm, after that uh, charging my phone in class bahh! ^^ bleah! who ask the teacher take my dear darling phone ); zzz, vanna say, give me face. go find him tomorrow at . 7.75. WTH. -.-? Okay, lol. new timing ! haha! hmm, off to sleep soon. trying to charge all my music players etc so tomorrow still can listen to mucis -.-" ciaos
You are my everything. ^^

2010-09-13T03:39:00.000-07:00

Hey hey!~ Boo!~ Got Scare? Nah hope not. Hmm , for those who already know my new blog link which is like counted as old, but .. hmm, didn't went around telling people. so yeah. ha ha! Hmm, It's 6.41 . if you're asking, why am i updating my blog so early? Hmm, it's cause of the stupid feeling i am feeling , the headache and the fever that's attacking me so yeah. :D Right, Morning i woke up like dam early rush around, use computer download my song, hotel city and off i went to school, wow! Got shuai ge at bus stop! But then hor. Hehe! I already got one shuai ge in my heart le. so .. ha ha! :D took bus 31 to school, text Chinyong and told her to help me buy lemon barley, it's nice but also, it's so so so! BAD for health. Yes, Bad with a Capital "B" and ends with a "D" ha ha~! Never mind bahh!~ Long Long Drink One Time. :D Then meet Chinyong, went to school with her , was nearly late. Eeek! First day of school cannot waste my 3 chance of being late la! Bleah! :P Must save until last 3 day of school, late for 3 day in a straight row! Huat ah! Hmm, First lesson, English, and miss "Ronald Ng Qian Hui" Started her usual stuff! eeek! Still doesn't likes her! and and! Something cute happens! Evan says, What the fuck! And Chiweng repeated. And guess what? When Evan says, Ng Qian Hui didn't hear it however, When Chiweng repeats it. She heard! She told him to write the passage out twenty times and see how he behaves during that lesson if he's good, it remains as twenty , if he isn't, it goes up , but then she kept picking on him for no reason. Gosh. After that, physic, OMG. i was talking and not listening . SHIT IT. I have got like 3 weeks left before end of year. God. never mind , shall try my best ha ha! (: Hmm, after that jiu recess, ate etc. then then. went to walk around, i wanted to listen to music de, but then recess just nice over, took a long sweet walk back, math. aww~ I hate math. Teacher spend almost half his lesson like the rest of the teachers lecturing us on " You. Have. Only. Got. Three. Week. Before. E.O.Y. You. Either. Buck. Up. Now. Or. Retain. " LOL. and and ! Guess what! i remembered! the thing he said in january! I WAN TO GO TO A GOOD CAUSE IN POLY. :D Shocked! heheh! then then , poa, when ssk came in, i shouted , SAW SIO KOON. and she stares at me and says WHAT? And "you come and see me later" HA HA. In the end. she own self walked out of the classroom without waitng for me to see her. LOL. stupid. Then then, chem , after chem , didn't want to go for ssk's second half of 1 hour's POA torture. I decided to waste my time in the general office instead. but the people keep kpkb -.- damn, why didn't my mum came earlier narhs! sad! Nvm! ended up , my mum came at 1.50PM. wah lao! i have been down , sitting in the air con room and in the comfortable sofa for like. 30 minutes! LOL. Hmm, after that , headed to City square, wanted to eat ajishan ramen again, but i feel so full. GOD. wasted! my mum is with me bodoh! never mind . After settling thing, went to cab to HPB (health promotion board) o__o haha! then then went to check up etc , and then headed to mum's ware house, collect her stuff, cause dad came to drive us eh, headed back homed. and here i am . just finish getting bored of the television, currently face book-ing and blogging ^^ Ciaos~
I'm already.. left with no topic to talk with you. So.. I'm waiting for you to start a topic with me. But.. do you know? How i wish you know.

2010-09-12T09:08:00.000-07:00

Crap, tomorrow's monday and i haven done any homework yet. great, have been resting the whole day due to fever, dont think i am in any good shape to go to school tomorrow? but doesnt matters now, i just remembered tomorrow i need go hospital. LOL . hmm. Watched ponyo. slack, fever went up and down, totally bad shape. guess someone pass me flu or something? shag. damn. Gona sleep soon, ciaos~
I love you . I love you as much as you love me.

2010-09-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday junwei
Happy birthday jie min
Great, it's saturday! ^^ Out to junhao's house early in the morning. LOL . after that, headed to paya lebar to find sandy and chinyong , sad that minmin is no longer coming! Cause she haven finish her homework yet. awww~ neither did i actually . LOL. hmm, chinyong was shopping for clothes while me , sandy, some guy called salmon went to eat, after eating , find chinyong. but since we have got water , cant enter this fashion, so headed to fins dustbin, i really have one god damn it good suggestion to singapore post. HAVE MORE DUSTBIN. i walked up and down, yet i cant find a single dustbin, so headed back to sandy there. and guess what,i saw chinyong,sandy,salmon all leaning against the railing outside and they were looking down, when they saw me, they told me to look down.and the next thing i know i was speaking vulgars. the dustbin was just below. -.- " and sandy aimed my empty ice milo down woah, her aiming buey pai. bull eye. drop into the dustbin, but the second time she tried hers, it failed, and everyone was looking while we ran away! LOL. headed back home area, went to market brought stuffs, headed home with chinyong, after using comp for awhile, tuition. Off to sleep lurhs. fever , headache. damn. i'm dead. second last day of holiday, and i fall sick? Ciaos
Loving someone does not need a reason, so i dont need to tell you why i love you do i?

2010-09-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hello! It's Friday! And and. We are going tracking -.- damn, oh oh , yesterday chinyong camped in my house and yay. this morning went for tracking and she's still asleep in my lovely bed ): So bad, never pei me go . anyway. Morning, first thing that happened. A big big quarrel with my mother. LOL. she has got opinions about my attire. is like. go tracking must wear long pants meh? i also not from Uniform Group, where am i suppose to produce long pants? and and, guess what? she actually told me to wear jeans. LOL. nvm ended up , wore my yellow shirt and fbt . is like please eh, wear until so long to go and walk for 4 god dam hours? siao ah! hmm, had a fun day walking, we even get lost , thanks to my dammm good cousin, LOL. and they ended up pushing all the blame on to me -sobsob- LOL. Had a fight with the monkey who tried to take my sister bag,i only opened it to take out the bottle of water to wash my dam sore feet and the moneky smell food i suppose, and it tries to snatch the bag, was fighting with the moneky, yet my cousins were laughing . ! Hey! although i am the oldest, I'M A GIRL. Stupid them. Whatevers~ Then went to eat mac for lunch, seriously i enjoyed the trip and i taught my uncle what is MIA, by setting an example, cause we were saying about my oldest uncle earlier on , i said he mia because he didnt showed up on time and cant be contacted. but my small uncle say , is MBA . missing before action LOL. after eating our meal. we had an ice cream fight i suppose, my cousin sitting beside me was eating ice cream, and i smack his face into his ice cream , missed and his ice cream fly away! LOL. Brought him a new one. and kevin the stupid ah gua six month younger then me smack him and yay! ice cream went up his nose! YEEEPY! LOL. and oh, one more joke, weihao (one of the twins) told his brother, Bbq sauce and sugar produce heat and asked him to feel, just as his hand was on top, he smack his hand down and his hand got bbq sauce. he went to get tissue to whipe, and i just thought i should try it too, although my sister was there when it happened, and was laughing, i told her, it really produce heat, and she did the same thing, ended up , i was laughing like a mad women ._." after that jiu homed, had a fun day, and oh oh , chinyong 's still in my house! Omg, i cant believe she slept for like , most of the day just because there's nothing to do! woah! thanks hannah~ for making my bed! :X then then , while my parent and sister were out to pasir ris for foot massaging ( people lack of staminal jiu shi like that de, haha! LOL. ) then we went out, drank beer, shoped for things, homed. abit drunk now. LOL. byeeee people~ Ciaos~
My relationship with basketball players never came to a good end before. Dont let history repeats? Please?

2010-09-09T02:50:00.000-07:00

Bored ahh, Oral today , was suppose to wake up at seven to go to boon keng to eat mac at eight. but i ended up sleeping all the way till nine plus. gosh. hmm, met up with ChinYong and then , headed to school. Damn, was late . awww~ Teacher said : you were late. I was thinking of saying so? ==" but ended up. never,cause. i was late. LOLOL. then teacher say we are lucky we can still take the exam because it's not 11 AM yet. Woah, is like. 10.56 .Lucky us! Hmm, was a long wait but still, we waited . was the last! eee! Nvm , after that , headed to bubble tea shop, not before going to seng siong! haa! Drank bubble tea, brought maggie, ate , drank, run to seng siong to buy ice cream. HAHA! disturbing Ites peoples. Oh oh, i saw evan! haha! After awhile, sandy sister came then awhile more we jiu said goodbye to aunty and headed to mrt, actually all wanted to go to paya lebar this fashion, is like so damn big cans? but sandy last min decided not to go as her ez link card has no more value. then we (minmin,chinyong,sipin,me & Lin Ying Shung) all went. (we saw Lin Ying Shung at the mrt ) Haha! then then , we jiu shop shop shop , etc, after that, walked home with sipin & Chinyong from paya lebar then sipin jiu go take bus 31 home, hopes she remembers to cross the road and tells the bubble tea shop aunty , i monday then go and take my ice cream . :X Hehe~! Ciaos~
It's Just A Day Without You, And , I Miss You Badly. ):

2010-09-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hellos~ ^^ Hmm, morning, woke up at 7, went to bathe etc, waited for dad to go out, and off i go! HAHA. ^^ went to jun hao's house Hoho! Talk talk, sit sit, chat chat and and he show me a dam funny movie.laughed like a mad and retarded. talk talk , then go watch cartoon network . LOL . hmm, nothing much uh, around 5 went home. reached dakota area around 5.30, saw tay lynn , chit chatted, went to buy stuff, homed. then headed for home, found out there's steamboat for the night, waited for chinyong to come, played poolmaster. haha. then then , when she came , dinner. after that, start working haha, Ciaos peoples that's all for the day. mainly spent at junhao's place.
Trevor Koh Jun Hao ;
Hmm, how should i start? It's kinda weird uh? I know what you are scared of , you are scared of being in a relationship out of a sudden, you are scare that whatever bad that has happened, will happen again , i know, because , at the begining of our relationship, i felt that way too, that's why i break with you. but soon after that, i realise, i love you. I know what you mean by being tied down, i know, because, i , too am not one who likes to be tied down, actually, no one likes to be, that's why they says, a relationship's like flying a kite, you hold it too tight, it break free. you hold it too loose, it fly away . i know you are scare, i too experienced it so, i know,it will get over. and i will wait. wait until the day you tell me, you love me no more. for the day you tell me, you love someone else. If everybody have got at least a chance in a relationship, i had three. because, we were together thrice. and i guess i didnt cherish it. i'm sorry. If's there's a day where by we will be together again, i promiss. I'll seriously, cherish it. I love you. (: Awaiting.
Mother - Can i tell you something? for once, shut the fxcking trap up and listen for others to finish talking, can or not? cannot jiu shut the fuck up and stop talking. scolding me when you didnt get the facts right.Fuck you. from the moment, i leave the house, you started to nagg. -.- texting me like mad. You tell me dont keep smsing, then you ownself keep smsing me for? for fxck? must well you put GPRs on me sua la, keep asking where i am, if you dont trust me, your fxcking problem la. also not mine. i come home, you start your nonsense again, kao pei kao bu. ask you wait, you over there make noise, wait awhile will die si bo? die le bo? bo die right, diam diam. kpkb, you ownself text me left how many, at first you tell me i still got calls haven made, then i say okay, i go home call, then you ask me still got how many, how the fucking hell would i know that you are refering to overall how many more call are there? it's normal commen sense that, you reply to a person's question right? you suddenly no head, no tail , come tell me some fucking thing, and i said 30, and without confirming, you ownself think total left 30 call, when i have got like. 200 call? chyee bye leh. you so smart, ownself juggle your own time, ownself, manage your time with study, work, friends, relationship la. chao chyee bye. you fucking hell said, you dont need an A1, just all pass can le, this time round, i got 2 A , pass all other then math. and you are not happy? dont make statements which you dont meant and start changing them later. fucker. i fucking hell , fucking hate you. dont take it all our on me just because you are not in the good mood. bitch.

2010-09-07T07:44:00.000-07:00

Heh heh~ O.o Woke up at 10 ++ by Sipin, continue sleeping for awhile more, wash up, headed off and find them at cube, watched them played awhile, then i play ^^ After that, chinyong came, after awhile, went to dhoby ghaut, plaza sing, ate mac~ ^^ then then, ummm, went to cube, disturb ah heng, thanks peoples, you all really made me laugh like mad. then then, headed to orcahrd central. went to center point first, then go buy sushi~ after that, went to orchard central de basement two, oh oh!~ minmin couldnt make it, by right, we were suppose to go and watch movie. .___." ended up, didnt go because, LOL. heard that the movie was not nice? o.o" and they say by right, didnt feel like sleeping de, but then , after watching the movie, they felt like sleeping LOL. so so , we were slacking, playing the lifts, etc. then then. we went to dhoby ghaut, wanted to go to bugis de, because, sandy want to buy her balloon? ==" LOL. ended up, cant find any shop that sells balloon? o.o" so, she decided not to buy , then me and chinyong jiu head for my house, lol, slack, ate, slack. work. Ciaos~ ^^
I cant wait for tomorrow, yet i'm afraid of tomorrow. ):